```What's going On??!```

YES..What’s goin On???I feel so lost now..whatever..lol..Not so sure what is going on with me..Maybe I’m freaking Bored here~
So, I will be crapping and sound out what I want here! I’ve no idea what’s happening to me now.. I’m Happy? I’m depressed? I’m bored? I’m mad?..or I’m longing for sumthing?SWTZZ..I don’t even know how I feel ..Sigh~

Suddenly,something came into my mind… … ..

I don’t know what I’m searching for?
I don’t know what I’m waiting for?
Why are you keep bothering me in my mind?
Why can’t I just get rid of you?
I’m tired of pretending nothing at all infront of you
The pictures are keep flashing in my mind when I close my eyes.
Why do you always appear in my dreams?
Why izzit you? But not another one?
Why I care so much about what’s happening around you??!
While you were boasting away with the recent one..
I’m Sick of it…
I don’t want to be like this anymore!
I had enough..Seriously..Pls gimme a Break!?
Please stay away from me!
Slowly, you are frightening me away..
You stayed too long inside me..
I’ve got to clear it up..
I promise myself,
I will be living a New life & a New Beginning for year 2008!
I want to be transform to a different ME*
Can I ??!How I wish I COULD!!

-Signing Off-