BIRTHDAY BASH-ES!

Its been quite a busy and happening week. Celebrated Cassandra and Elizabeth 's birthday! Went out since saturday till sunday! Weeee. I had a great time with them but am broke and sick now. Thanks for the happs happs moment and seriously enjoyed much. Untill i went to visit the doctor like finally. Doctor ask me izzit facebook too much. I replied. Nope, I wet too much during these few days! Holidays mah! LOL. The doctor even went stoned awhile and he prescribed me some medicine as usual and I asked for a MC. Weee! Self declared Holiday! xD Okay. So what's next??!  DECEMBER is COMING huh!

Seriously getting a little excited here, 

SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWN! 

and 

My YADHTRIB is COMING! 

Looking forward to it! Seriously! :)

PICTURES CAN TELL EVERYTHING!~ 

Enjoying my life towards the end of this year! 

How about you??! How you guys doing??! :P

Ps : Let's just SMILE for TOMORROW is ANOTHER DAY~

可惜不是你

爱究竟是什么东西？虽然爱可以让我们开心，但同时也能让大家悲伤。对我而言，你越爱一个人，你就付出越多。问题到头来不是在于谁付出比较多而是你到回来伤的是你自己。这里有谁没爱过 ？可见的每个人都一样，一但爱上了他/她 很自然的把自己投入在那童话里。不管你是恋爱或暧昧。其实每那么大的差别。你和他有多少快乐，就有多少悲伤。不管你们两人经过多少的路途，总有一天你们的爱都会有改变。这是很现实的。

我觉得不管我有多爱那个人，结果都会一样。除非。。。奇迹出现。

是你的就是你的   不是你的   永远都不会是

但，我一定会牢牢的记住那个感觉。

可惜不是你， 陪我到最后，感谢的是你 牵过我的手 还能感受那温柔。。

谢谢

PS:  如果我们只是擦肩而过 那何必在彼此身上 留下伤痕。

Soon.

If u are able to see through the lens. *keep staring at the camera lens*

So what u see?! =P

Yayyy! It's a CHRISTMAS TREE!!! :D

Yeap, indeed #Christmas is coming soon. 1 month +to go peeps! 

Are you feeling excited?? Are u happy?? 

How are you going to celebrate  CHRISTMAS  this year???

Hmm, I have mixed feelings here. Yes I admit am looking forward to it but I still didnt get very excited about it. Sighhh, the feeling of officially turning into an adult. the word LADY is smiling at me! ==" Anyway, I still don't feel old . Hey come on! Its just the Beginning! Muahaahahahh!  

Christmas spree might be awesome this year, but I still think that putting lesser hope brings more excitement. So I'll just let it be. 

Friends around asking me how am I celebrating this special "twin pack" occasion. I said, ehmm..Seriously haven't thought of any plans yet. Nahhh...just let things flow. One thing am sure that God is planning it for me already. My main wish is to be Healthy and Happy most of the time. It would be enough. Money can buy happiness but money couldn't buy health. Rich people still have cancer or certain diseases. I just pray that I will be happy and healthy and God will bless the people around me too as well! :)   

I mean, let's enjoy while we are capable of. In fact we should be enjoying ourselves till the maxXx in this age. ;) But of course besides enjoying , it is the time too to take hold of the responsibilities and learn to be though. 

Just like what they said....

"...BIG GIRLS DON't CRY ..."

You

在茫茫人海中， 为什么是你，而不是别人呢？

能不能不爱了，因为爱太痛了，我痛的快死了， 却无法把你忘了

我不能够， 不能够不爱了。

Good night. Wish me luck tomorrow! AMEN.

THE KANGAROO LAND.

GET YOURSELF WELL PREPARED with the BEAUTIFUL PICTURES BELOW.

ENJOY! ( ;

Yeap, this pic taken while I was at Royal Botanic garden @ Melbourne. Isn't it looks kinda special in a way that there is a basin among the flower in the Garden. But I like this pic so much. It brings out the Alice in the lala land feel. Eiii no no  no ! I mean Alice in the Wonderland :) 

And then I found a HUGE purse in  Melbourne City!  Weeeeeeee''

The Night view in the City is Love! =) I miss that night.

The Lord of the Rings produced the Lord of the Fries???! >.<

Then I visited the 12 apostle ! Its a looooong looooong Journey but its all worth it!    ;)

This was at Sydney, Katoomba , Blue Mountain! Seen the 3 sisters! didn't know its actually 7 of them and something happened in the past left 3! :D Damn windy!!!

Havent been seeing such big Koala Bear! This is really Kuuutee! Hoho

LOL! Ehm, let's skip this! Dont know what i was doing though. > <

Posing with a naked woman!~ Woootsss

Somebody paparazzi me! While I was enjoying picnic with my mum, uncle and aunt! LOL

Enjoying picniking in winter weather!!! Strong sun but boyy its pretty cold!! ^^

She is a pretty girl, can't resist taking pictures with her. she is the security guard there but her smile is so sweet! =)

This was taken while I was at Sydney, Fish Market! I would say biggest Market in Sydney! U will find what u want!  

While I was freezing cold in the Botanical Garden, but who cares when u enjoy the beatiful flowers around you, right???!   

It was Lantern festival. Didn't realize they have such big celebration there. Was kinda happening there and as i remembered it was father's day too!

Then I was sitting on the purse asking more for MONEH! Yeah, i know am HAWTTT! LOL. Just kidding~

Finally, it was @Sydney, Bondi Beach! The sky is so Bluee. I will never forget how i manage to get there. Its like finally. I get to experienced outside this beautiful world. .... No regrets ... Never will.

BreakFree.

Drew Looks at me, I Fake a Smile so he won't See

Dear A, 

It is time to set you ownself  FREE. Free from all the pain, all the sadness and disappointments. Hereby, there are few words I would like to say to Miss H. 

Miss H, 

You better hold him tight, give him all your love, look in those beautiful eyes, and know you're lucky cos  He is the reason for the #teardropsonmyguitar.  I will put his picture down and maybe gets some sleep tonight. 

# The Kind of Flawless I wish I could be. #

I always wish and dream that it was me who gives you the happiness. But I am never once the one.
Never.

Fairy Tales, X in Me.

Dear Lord,

I guess I am still not ready for any relationships yet. Maybe God you know me the best. That is why untill now I havent meet anyone yet. Even I did, but what is the point if its not mutual. I always involved in an one sided love. Maybe too God is testing my faith towards Him. But I am pretty sure as for now, what I needed the most is only time to enjoy myself. Enjoy this Single life. Though I may feel lonely at times. But who cares when you have friends around and God will still be by my side eternally. Yes, indeed some of you might have seen all my emo status/ post in Facebook, twitter..etc.etc. Honestly, I felt for someone. Okay, by fact I shouldn't have fall for him but I did. Maybe some of you might think that I was kinda desperate for that someone. But hey, its uncontrollably. I mean sometimes its so hard to say so hard to control. Seriously its definitely not about turning the button ON/OFF. Not that easy dude. When you seriously have fallen for someone one day, you will get what I am trying to say here. Hmm, anyway everything between me and Him has come to an end. We stop contacting each other for almost like 1 week already. I believe he is doing this for my good. Thanks to him. But I do really hope and appreciate if we are still friends. Which I think we can still be friends since we haven't even get started.  

He is Someone who made my day, cheered me up in every Monday morning. In fact for 1 whole month we used to keep in contact to each other. We texted each other. Whatsapp. Called and even Skyped. But sometimes good moments just never last. That is why we must appreciate. Anyhow, he is not a bad guy after all. He respect me. He always influenced me his positive charge. He is one kind of a happy go lucky guy. He always asked me to stay happy, keep that smile, cos tomorrow will be another day, enjoy life till the max.

Hmm, so can u imagine one day you and that someone stop contacting since after u have got used to it already. Its like a practice, daily routine kinda thing. Just like u have get used to drink a cup of coffee every morning and one day you stop drinking it. How would you feel? Not comfortable at all. Well, since we have stop keeping in contact for 1 week already. I guess everything has come to an end. Sweet Dreams will not stay forever. Its time to Wake Up and get back to Reality.

Are you sure that Fairy Tales do happens in real Life???

I don't think So.

DreamS.

Well, what is your dreams ? My dreams is to have a very full pack of stuff that I wanted them to be in my Future Room. Pass few weeks I bought this laptop map. While I was clearing up my desk , suddenly this idea came into my mind. Yeahh~ immediately at night I went to OneU to get all these pictures done in just 30 mins. After the movie went home and get this done. Good idea right??! It actually attached underneath the map / mat or whatever it calls. LoL. So loving it. Spot youself in there. If u see your face be grateful! Cos u are important to me. And makes me always think of you peppo. =)

There are actually a total 50 pictures. The remaining ones soon to come. Just after my queen size bed comes in. I believe my room will be looking damn cool. More plans coming up and and yeahh, I drew a lil room plan on my own! HAHA! 1st time! After working for nearly half a year in an interior design firm.

TADAAA~!!! Here is it! :D

Till on MORE updates coming up!!!~ ="D

ADIOS.

Ps : Its a beautiful day, We're looking for something dumb to do...hey baby, i think i'm OVER and OUT! 

ENJOY ya Weekends peeps! ;)

Life is a RACE.

           Are you READY for this???

Well, I am Ready for it! =)

Let's RUN!!!!!!! :D

Korean Fever

Sung Si Kyung (성시경) _ Even Now (난 좋아)

geudongan eotteoke jinaenni
mureobojin motaetji geujeo eosaekhan annyeong
cham bangawotdeon neomu jjarbatdeon insaga kkeutnago
eoryeomputan mianhameul naneun boasseo

gwaenchanha gwaenchanha jinagan iringeol
neoreul bogodo utji motan iyuneun wonmangi anya
gwaenchanha gwaenchanha daman mutgo sipeo
neoegedo naneun ttatteutan gieogilkka

seoroga majimagi doegil
urin yaksokhaetjiman geujeo seuchyeogan inyeon
jugo sipeun geot juji motan geot maeume namaseo
neon tteonado nan geugose goyeo isseotji

gwaenchanha gwaenchanha jinagan iringeol
neoreul bogodo utji motan iyuneun wonmangi anya
gwaenchanha gwaenchanha daman mutgo sipeo
naro inhae neodo jogeumeun ureosseulkka

hago sipeun mari neomu manheunde
imi doraseon neoreul jabeul su eobseo

gwaenchanha ijeneun jinagan iringeol
naega gamdanghan oeroummankeum nega pyeonhaejyeotdamyeon
gwaenchanha gwaenchanha mianhaehaji ma
neon naege eonjena gomaun gieogingeol

hoksi doraogo sipdamyeon
jigeumirado nan

English Translation 

I couldn't ask you how you were doing
I just said an awkward hello
When our delightful but short greetings ended
I faintly saw a sorry heart

It's alright, it's alright- it's all in the past
The reason I couldn't smile at you isn't because I despise you
It's alright, it's alright- I just want to bury it
Am I also a warm memory to you as well?

We promised each other that we would be each other's last
But we ended up just being passing by lovers
Because the things I wanted to give you still remain in my heart
Even after you left, I'm still welled up in that place

It's alright, it's alright- it's all in the past
The reason I couldn't smile at you isn't because I despise you
It's alright, it's alright- I just want to bury it
Did you cry a little because of me as well?

There are so many things I want to say
But I can't grasp you, who already turned away

It's alright, it's alright- it's all in the past
If you've become comfortable as much as I was lonely
It's alright, it's alright- don't be sorry
You're always a thankful memory to me

If by chance, you want to come back
Then even now I'm...

See-ing her cry, makes me feel so much pain. I understand how you feel sista. I feel you! I really feeeeeel you! 

T_________________T

Korean Songs is SAD! #But I like!

#If I am about to die, I will listen to Korean Songs and die peacefully with my eyes close. 

LOVING this!

Eminem feat. Bruno Mars - Lighters 

 Hey! Listen to this song! 

No, I can't I can't I can't stop playing this song over and over again!

Cos its keep playing again and again in my head!

I'm falling for this song. 

Thx to kenneth yeo! HAHA! 

[Bruno Mars]
This one's for yah and me, living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
Lift my arms out wide I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters,
A sky full of lighters,



[Eminem]
By the time you hear this I will have already had spiralled up
I would never do nothing to let you cowards to fuck my world up
If I was you, I would duck, or get struck like lightning,
Fighters keep fighting, put your lighters up, point em' skyward uh
Had a dream I was king, I woke up, still king
This rap games nipple's mine for the milking,
Till nobody else even fucking feels me, till' it kills me
I swear to god I'll be the fucking illest in this music
There is or there ever will be, disagree?
Feel free, but from now on I'm refusing to ever give up
The only thing I ever gave up using no more excuses
Excuse me if my head is too big for this building
And pardon me if I'm a cocky prick but you cocks are slick
Poppin shit on how you flipped ya life around, crock-o-shit
Who you dicks try to kid, flipped dick, you did the opposite
You stayed the same, cause cock backwards is still cock you pricks
I love it when I tell em shove it
Cause it wasn't that long ago when Marshall sat, luster lacked, lustered
Cuz he couldn't cut mustard, muster up nothing
Brain fuzzy, cause he's buzzin', woke up from that buzz
Now you wonder why he does it, how he does it
Wasn't cause he had buzzards circle around his head
Waiting for him to drop dead, was it?
Or was it, cause them bitches wrote him off
Little hussy ass, cause fuck it, guess it doesn't matter now, does it
What difference it make??
What it take to get it through your thick skulls
As if this aint some bullshit
People don't usually come back this way
From a place that was dark as I was in
Just to get to this place
Now let these words be like a switch blade to a haters rib cage
And let it be known from this day forward
I wanna just say thanks cause your hate is what gave me the strength
So let em bic's raise cause I came in 5'9, but I feel like I'm 6'8!

[Bruno Mars]
This one's for you and me, living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
Lift my arms out wide I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters,
A sky full of lighters.



[Royce Da 5'9"]
By the time you hear this I'll probably already be outtie
I advance like going from toting iron to going and buying 4 or 5 of the homies the iron man Audi
My daddy told me slow down, boy, you goin to blow it
And I aint gotta stop the beat a minute
To tell Shady I love him the same way that he did Dr Dre on the Chronic
Tell him how real he is or how high I am

Or how I would kill for him for him to know it
I cried plenty tears, my daddy got a bad back
So it's only right that I write till he can march right into that post office and tell em to hang it up
Now his career's Lebron's jersey in 20 years
I'll stop when I'm at the very top
You shitted on me on your way up
It's 'bout to be a scary drop
Cause what goes up must come down
You going down on something you don't wanna see like a hairy box
Every hour, happy hour now
Life is wacky now
Used to have to eat the cat to get the pussy
Now I'm just the cast-me-out, ow
Classic cow, always down for the catch weight like Pacquiao
Ya'll are doomed
I remember when T-Pain aint wanna work with me
My car starts itself, parks itself and autotunes
Cause now I'm in the Aston
I went from having my city locked up
To getting treated like Kwame Kilpatrick
And now I'm fantastic
Compared to a weed high
And y'all niggas just gossipin' like bitches on a radio and TV
See me, we fly
Y'all buggin out like Wendy Williams staring at a bee-hive
And how real is that
I remember signing my first deal and now I'm the second best I can deal with that
Now Bruno can show his ass, without the MTV awards gag


[Bruno Mars]
You and I know what it's like to be kicked down
Forced to fight
But tonight we're alright
So hold up your lights
Let it shine
Cause this one's for you and me, living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
With my arms out wide I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters
A sky full of lighters

Hope You and I could have a good Wednesday! 

Adios! :) 

她的故事， 你听过了吗？

在很久很久以前， 她就很渴望有一段梦美义求的爱情。她相信他很快就会来接她。可是她等了好久好久却还没等到他。每次当她已经遇见她爱的，但却很可惜的对方不再是单生了。 受伤的总是她一个。 她觉得老天爷根本就在玩弄她。 她说她好不容易才找到她爱的， 可是为什么她总是来迟了？她甚至想过当别人的第三者。 可是到最后她还是过于不了良心。 结果她又放弃了。

其实她真的好累了。感觉上就好像只有她自己一个人傻傻的在后面追上一辆车。 而这辆车一直的向前走，毫不发觉后面有人在追。她好好奇，为什么没有人看到她的影子。 从来没有人发觉她的存在。

过后， 有一天一位老公公问了她一个问题。 他说小妹妹， 你今年几岁？ 她说我都快二十一岁了。那位公公对着她笑了一下然后对她说，你才刚刚成人，未来的生活还有好长好长的路途。没必要但心那么多。 好的男人虽然不容易找可是老天爷是公平的。 你心底那么的善良，你总会遇到属于你的王子。 继续等下去吧。你的诚恳总有一天会打动到神的。她听了， 感到有好点。几乎提升了她的希望了呢。她却说，可是我等了很久，都快五年了！好无奈噢。老公公回答说小妹妹，可能你身边已出现了好几个的他，只是你可能错过了他们，或许你也和那一辆车子一样一路的向前跑，完全没发觉后面有一个人和你一样不停的追着车子。别怕吧，孩子。你总有一天会等到的。

她听到了觉得好惊讶，因为这个道理曾经她姐姐有告诉过她。她记得很清楚，她姐说，曾经有一位年轻人 在一个没有人的岛迷失了。结果他向神祷告祈求上帝能来救他。所以他等了一下居然有一艘船来救他， 但他没上船。他说我的神会来救我的，你们还是走吧。他便继续的祈祷求神去救他。过了半个小时，直升机也来了，这次救护人员也都来了。但他这次也拒绝了，不肯跟他们走。 相信神会来救他。最后他便死在那岛里面。
所以嘛， 这故事教会了我们，别发梦了，快起来。神从来没抛弃过你和我。他不停的想拯救你，只是你不接受他的帮助而已。结论是别怪神不帮你，是你自己的问题。
简单的来说，是你挑选太多了。不是没人选你，而是一直以来 你都在选别人。 =）

结果，她跪下来跟公公两人祈祷，为彼此向神祷告。

她向神说，主啊，我祈求您可以奉献一个健康的身体给这位老公公，让他长命百岁，身壮力健。就算死了也能尽快让他与婆婆相逢，永远的在天堂过着幸福快乐的日子。


（上帝 笑了一下 就说 ， 这傻孩子，真傻。。。）

终

燕晶上

S.O.S

NOW, Watch THIS Video! 

Please Help These Kids! They Need Your Help! Please. 

Let's FIGHT for the CHILDREN's RIGHTS! 

Oh Lord Have Mercy on them! I beg you Lord. ='(

P.s : If I'm rich I will go out there and spread the news and have donations to these poor kids! 

NOW, STOP ABUSING THEM,


YOU IDIOTS!

Coming up NEXT!

AUSSIE POST & PICS! 

Sorry for delaying! Too many pics I took from there! Needa sort out those 17 days / 6-8 albums ! 
Sorry  DUI BU QI! Go-me, Go-me! :D

STAY TUNED DEAR READERS! 
xD

only PATTIES, PATTIES only.

SHALOOOOM! 

There goes my 3 days holiday! Been going out with these group of awesome people! I kinda like them! Another new gang to be formed. The PATTIES! Woohoo! The group is getting bigger ever since I've joined in. Hehe. Went to Broga, Dim Sum, Badminton, Midvalley - Carls Jr. Movie - Johnny English, snowflakes, Beer Factory, Sing K- 1U Neway, Desa Park City! Wow! 3 days I've been to all these places! Tiring but FUN! Hehe. I start to miss these peepo! They rock my world. 

LOVE YOU GUYS!! 

Mwah Mwahs!  :D

ADIOS. CHIOSZ!