Fairy Tales, X in Me.

Dear Lord,

I guess I am still not ready for any relationships yet. Maybe God you know me the best. That is why untill now I havent meet anyone yet. Even I did, but what is the point if its not mutual. I always involved in an one sided love. Maybe too God is testing my faith towards Him. But I am pretty sure as for now, what I needed the most is only time to enjoy myself. Enjoy this Single life. Though I may feel lonely at times. But who cares when you have friends around and God will still be by my side eternally. Yes, indeed some of you might have seen all my emo status/ post in Facebook, twitter..etc.etc. Honestly, I felt for someone. Okay, by fact I shouldn't have fall for him but I did. Maybe some of you might think that I was kinda desperate for that someone. But hey, its uncontrollably. I mean sometimes its so hard to say so hard to control. Seriously its definitely not about turning the button ON/OFF. Not that easy dude. When you seriously have fallen for someone one day, you will get what I am trying to say here. Hmm, anyway everything between me and Him has come to an end. We stop contacting each other for almost like 1 week already. I believe he is doing this for my good. Thanks to him. But I do really hope and appreciate if we are still friends. Which I think we can still be friends since we haven't even get started.  

He is Someone who made my day, cheered me up in every Monday morning. In fact for 1 whole month we used to keep in contact to each other. We texted each other. Whatsapp. Called and even Skyped. But sometimes good moments just never last. That is why we must appreciate. Anyhow, he is not a bad guy after all. He respect me. He always influenced me his positive charge. He is one kind of a happy go lucky guy. He always asked me to stay happy, keep that smile, cos tomorrow will be another day, enjoy life till the max.

Hmm, so can u imagine one day you and that someone stop contacting since after u have got used to it already. Its like a practice, daily routine kinda thing. Just like u have get used to drink a cup of coffee every morning and one day you stop drinking it. How would you feel? Not comfortable at all. Well, since we have stop keeping in contact for 1 week already. I guess everything has come to an end. Sweet Dreams will not stay forever. Its time to Wake Up and get back to Reality.

Are you sure that Fairy Tales do happens in real Life???

I don't think So.