c-h-a-n-g-e-s

Unfortunately, this week I work only on friday, which was yesterday.

Hmmm, yesterday was a really quiet day in office. As most of the main staff went for their company trip. So, left me, Rynn and Mimi.

Then, May Foong came back to office, just to settle something and pay me my salary. Hehe.

Who knows...She brought her girl girl along too.

=P

You can see how cute she is...! :P

Rynn and Girl Girl.

Busy eating and posing! Saw me snapping her pics! LOL!

Babies are always cute.

They could really cheer my day up.

Thanks Girl Girl for killing the boredom in office!! ;P

Yes, the pic I printed at some machine. LOL! Was thinking, I always take pics but din really have a real photo of myself on my table. So why not give it a try?? Hehe.

Taaaa-Daaa. This is my table. It can be very messy before this! :)

Hmmm, Changes and Changes.

2 - 3 more weeks DIN mates, we gonna leave each other!

Arghh!! I hate this feeling! :(

I guess we should organize a farwell party among ourself, peeps.

Will try to plan a trip too with u guys.

I'm gonna really spent and fully utilize my time with all of u people, before we say goodbye. =)

Then, I finally graduated from probation state to a real back-up singer in workship ministry.

This coming friday night I will be finally singing infront the concregation in church.

Wow! Sing for Good Friday night!

Aku manyakkkk takut ni! =.="

LOL! Anyway, I will do my best and try to bring people into the worship. ( :

Hmmm, wat else?! Trying to really focus on my last ride in diploma before I finally graduate.

Will continue my journey in UTAR sungai long.

I wonder who will I meet?! Will I be happier entering this innocent place??!

Will I able to get myself comfortable with the environment?

Who shall I meet there? Better friends? My Mr.Right???!

Haha. I'm ought to find out.

Excited and also Sad.

Manda o Manda, you needa keep going.

Though you are still on the same spot.

But you never move you never know right?!

following the *f-o-o-t-s-t-e-p-s*

[Amanda-Licious]

"mixed feelings"

Last Year, This season.

Last Year, This season.
Still remember clearly I participated for this activity!
HeeeeeHeeeee"

This Year I doubted should I do it again!?
LOL!

I guess I will be out tomorrow night. So I guess is a NO! Muahahahah!
Anyway, for those who will be in the house, I encourage u guys to do this.




* OFF Lights *




from 8.30 -9.30pm
for 1 Hour.

:D

Ps: Not to forget, today is Bageroh

ADAM LOH's BIRTHDAY!

HAVE A BLAST DUDE!!!! xD

[Amanda-Licious]
"Reflection"

Keep Walking.

Right CLICK Delete.

Files Deleted.

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(Transfering to Recycle Bin....)

Mouse pointing at Empty the Recycle Bin.

*CLICK*

GoodBye. Goodnight. :)

SMILE. :)

Hehe. Like Adam said, C'mmon SMILE! Life is Short. :)

This Cassy Wong, so proud of her Braces! LOL.

Dah la tu! Keep Show off. I know You are now an officially a metal WOMEN! XD

Like Annie Paan said : Be aware of the Lighting, when it strikes it might get to ur BRACES!

HOHOHOHO! Muahahahahha! XD

This is my CUTEST Grandpa! :) Its his BIRTHDAY!!

Went to this Hakka Restaurant. Just behind Pavillion shopping complex. =)

As usual, girl stuff, camwhored abit. LOL!

Dear Grandpa, Its ur 89th Birthday! Continue to Stay Strong okay!? Hehe.

You will always be my cutest Grandpa!:) I love you!

Haha! So cute! he is making a wish. =P

Taaadaaaaa! :)

Happy Family! Hehehehee! :)

Got any idea wat izzit??! haha! Its *secret* =P

Was practicing for the easter celebration in church today. hehe. Had so much fun practicing this! :)

Haha! The husband throw a surprised birthday for Lily! And her cute cute lil daughter giving her this glow in the dark card!

It say " I Love Mama, Happy Birthday 2 u...." Awwwww. Thats so sweet! Hehe.

Its another 3 years old baby, Kathlynn! :P

She is with cheong sam! Hahahah! And it glowssss! Under the Uv light. XD

Like mother Like Daughter. :)

Aint she effing CUTE???! Hahahah!

I feels like taking her home!!!!!

Her name calls Saralynn! :D

LOVESS.

so

SMILE peeps,

"Tomorrow is Another Day!

A Brand New Day! =)"

[Amanda-Licious]

" reNewed her Life."

Final Decision.

Yes the Final Decision that I've finally decided.

Related to 2 things. (:

Firstly, its about my future. Hehe. Finally made up my mind. Not going to be influenced by anyone anymore. Gonna register soon @ UTAR sungai long. I believe this is the right path for myself. Hehe. Going for the open day on the 28th as everyone knoes. Hmm, I hope my choice is what God leads me to. *winks*

Gonna be missing all the people in TARC. Especially DIN fellas. Omg. Really gonna miss you guys. ='( The 3 groups that combined together to form in a Big family. Will really miss Group 3 and Group 1 people. Group 3 although stil left some of them I'm not so close with but still will remember u guys. =) Group 1 peeps! hehe. You guys used to be the most noisiest group among the 3 groups. Hoho. =P I will missh u fellas! >.<

Since I'm from Group 2. Thanks for everything. The cooperation and spirit in this group. Thank You for all the outings that we used to have and I know I will miss it badly! =(

Will really miss the time spending with all of you. For some of them that is not in my course.

Besides DIN. Some of them are DFIs, DBUs, DLMs and DMKs are those ppl I'm close with the most. =) I will not forget you guys as well. Esp the DFI 9 guys including IAN CHOW YIK YIEN! =P

All my best wishes to all of you. No matter you are staying in Tarc or going somewhere else to further the studies. I pray that God will bless you guys along the way step by step untill we finally come out and to face the real working society.

Work with confidence and strive for your future and dreams that is ahead, Peeps! (:

Alright. The 2nd thing that I've decided. Before I talk about it. I will swear and promise that I will not mention about Him regarding this matter anymore. Hmm, last few nights I finally know something that really broke my heart. I thought I will not have any big reaction when I know about it. I didn't know he already hated me. Don't even wanted his frens to mention about me infront of him. Sigh. What more can I do?! Helpless, Hopeless I would say. I went offline when I received the news. So i thought nothing. I would rather go to bed and forget everything. Who knows, when I lied down on the bed, my tears started flowing down. Sigh. Again I've lost to my friends. Because before this my college babes looked down on me. They said I can't let go of him yet. That night proves it all. The 2nd time I cried so long. I can really feel the pain. It is indescribable I would say. Then, I talked to Miss Pivoinne Leong. Since she knows all bout us.

She told me alot of things. She keep asking me to let go. She goes like, "Amanda, he is not the right man for You. Just let go of him." I replied her. Wow, this phrase is so hard to go through! Its harder than having resit papers in exams. Again, I'm getting worst than before. You know why??! The fact that I havent even go into a relationship with him, I already felt so deep. If falling for someone I already couldn't stand the pain. Then I doubted whether do I still able to fall for anyone in the future??! Haihs. Who doesn't want to let go of someone who is not into u at all and seriously hopeless.

I keep asking myself, what more am I waiting now?! Infront of me alot of holes, but I still wana step into it. Its all my problem. I wont blame him. I can never hate him either. I dunno why and I hate this feeling, so much! Haihs. What is my intention to write all this out??! I can be sure he must be thinking, I'm writing all this bullshit just to let him feel guilty and tell the whole wide world of how bad he was??! NO! NO! NO! Not at all. I never blame him. I know I understand why he hated me. Why he stopped contacting me. The reason is because he already had enough, he got so annnoyed by me. I made it till we couldn't continue on our friendship. Blame it all to my childishness. Yes, even a thousand of apologies it wouldn't turn back something I've done. I know why he is mad at me. I know. I will never talk about this thing anymore. I crossed my heart, I PROMISE. This will be the last time.

I just wanted to tell him. I appreciate this friendship. If u insisted to hate me. I can't do anything. I know how leos reacted. I'm here to say a really big SORRY to you Mr. K. Sorry for my childishness all the stooopid things that I've posted on Facebook, Msn and also in this blog all this while. I understand how irritated am I. I won't repeat this stupidity anymore. I promised. I never thought that you could forgive me or talk back to me. Maybe I've made u disappointed. I know you too appreciate this friendship before all the chaos that I've created. Just like you told me before, after I left TARC u will definitely miss someone like me who can talk to u this much. Now the only way I could talk to u is through my blog. Coz I know u will not reply me. And now I've lost a wonderful friend like you.

Its really my lost. Loosing someone who used to cheer my day up.

I doubted will I still be able to stay Happily without a friend like you???

) :

*

A Big THANK YOU to You...

*For recommending me songs that are so nice, Japanese songs, Jay albums, and esp the Westlife and 1 litre of Tears that u burned for me.

*For hanging out with me for movies, Sing K, dinner and alot more.

*For recommending me to work as a partimer in Omniview.

*For treating me for few times already, Souled Out, BBQ Plaza, the sushi king jelly, etc.

*For sharing with me all our common interest.

*For organizing the IPOH trip with me 2 few months ago.

*For advising me and cheering me up whenever I'm down, sad.

*For calling me on my birthday. No matter u're the 1st or last to call and wish me, I still appreciate it so much. Even the present is just a CD. I still find it special. Coz its from you.

*For giving me so much of laughter when we were chatting each time.

*For being a friend which I treasure much of you.

Thanks for being a FRIEND of me before...

*

Ps : Once again I'm so sorry Mr. K. I know you will not forgive me anymore.

Few more days before I ended my time in Tarc. I will try to avoid from seeing you, coz I know u wouldn't wana see my face that u hated. sigh.

Dun worry, I will never disturb nor bother u anymore.

All my Best Wishes to you, lil Genius. God Bless! =)

GoodBye.

*

[Amanda-Licious]

"The Very Last Time"

My Future?!

Dark or Bright?!...You Decide.

Hmmm, its week 4 now. Few more weeks to go we will have to decide where we are heading to.

I really don't know where to. Eventhough I didn't go for today's briefing from our supervisor Mr. Johan Lim. But all my college frens told me that Johan was like keep promoting advanced diploma. Kinda like brain wash them le. One of them is my friend - Penny Wong! I heard Chia wen said she saw after the talk, penny raised up her hand when Johan asked who is going to advanced for further studies. LOL. She said she going UTAR wan. And now she kena brain wash! SWT!

I heard my friends said if we go to advanced diploma, not neccessarily u must go to UK for 3 months wo. Then, they even said even u graduated with a advanced diploma cert is also kinda high pay maybe the salary difference compare to degree cert is just few hundreds away le. Hmmm, so I ponder awhile. KTAR (2 Years) UTAR (3 Years) Study KTAR cheaper than UTAR if not going to UK.

Besides that, one of our sir, Mr Chee who thaught us International Business Planning this semester told us that the Pound in UK is dropping and predicted to be crash one day! So the pound is dropping now which means will be cheaper if going to UK. Lol. I really don't know whether izzit a good news for me anot. Sigh, Which will be the best for me ?! I really don't know.

I was telling my parents that I've decided already to go UTAR. When I actually made up my mind alread few months ago and now someone came advised us or encouraged us to go Advanced. Sigh, why wana confused me???

If I continue in KTAR, then wat I've promised myself before this will be all rubbish. Perhaps, something might changes. If I'm going to UTAR, will be another story also. LOL.

I really have no idea, God!!!

Can You Help Me to Decide Which Is The Best Path For Me?!

My future is in your hands O, Lord. I'll leave it all to you.

HAiks. =(

[Amanda-Licious]

"Confusion"

About You.

Haha, He drew this I thinked.

*Happy lo, I set this as ur display blog pic, as u requested :P *

Yes, its about the Lil Demon of mine.

Alright, I've got so much to say about him.

I knew him from the internet, infact to be specified is in MSN messenger.

Around 2 years already. Or more than that I think. :)

He is a very very Tall guy. I saw his pic before in Facebook.

Wow! So tall! But I'm so short! =.="

My friend did know him. I know who he is.

But i didn't know him yet that time.

Trying hard to know him one day.

So, I saw him few times at BTS lrt station before.

He dunno me, so i just stared at him, kept quiet. =P

Then, another time I met him during tarc.

But this time we did chatted in msn messenger.

Hehe. He told me saying I'm special to him.

So we did chatted most of the time.

Sharing Musics and stuff, lifes and alot of things.

Oh ya, this guy who is the one who recommended me those hard metal songs! :P

He is such a Rocker I would say. Then Guess what??

I finally get the chance to meet him.

After 2 years of net friend.

We finally met at my working place, Mount Kiara.

Hehe. He is so tall! When I went in, I saw him already!

LOL. 1st time meeting him, i thought i would lost in words.

But surprisingly, he is a nice person to talk to.

Coz he did told me saying he is antisocial.

But I can still make him open his mouth! hoho. XD

Then as promised we did exchanged our belated birthday present. Hehe.

I bought him a wrist band while he bought me a cap.

Thanks dude! :) I like it. :P

Since then, I find him go brj yum cha.

Then I went crash to his house dee. LOL.

I know I'm ganas! Sorry la ur angel mmg macam tu perangai-nyer. XD

Hmm, wat I wanted to say is that, He is really a nice guy to be with.

But we both knows that the both of us still trying hard to let go our own past.

He and I too facing the same situation. Sigh.

He used to cheered me up and I did too to him most of the time.

Right here...

I hope he will be able one day let go the grudges and hurt that he has faced all this while.

Hmm, Miss E just forget about her.

About your insomnia, better do what i advised u.

Do exercises like pumping, or sit-up to make urself tired, then u could sleep.

Don't always emo coz of alittle thing.

Don't be too sensitive over what ppl feels.

Think about urself before u think others.

Not to say selfish, but love urself 1st, before loving others.

Always remember to have more confidence in urself.

You always said, u dun have a good example of urself, so I can be judging others.

Infact u are right, but human will change.

We infact changing as time goes by..so just dont be over pesimistic. :)

Lastly, I hope u wont be too guilty over little things.

I understand, u told me that I'm important to you.

But remember I will protect myself. But I'm thankful for ur advises and caring of me too.

Please be not so blurr, I've hinted and giving u chances to cheered me up.

LOL. In the end, I'm the one who will be cheering u back.

Maybe, I'm reli ur angel. As u said...LOL!

This post is especially for you dude.

Thanks Dear JONTAY.

*HUGS*

Ps : As I said, I can never be ur angel guiding u forever. Hope you will be a better man in the future. You are really a cool guy that I've met. :)

[Amanda-Licious]

" About Mr. Demon"

Grateful.

[8/3/2010]

Blessed Birthday to Miss Koh Chia Wen! :P

Celebrated her burpday at GK.

[9/3/2010]

Boring lecture having Tamadun Islam. =.=::

Went to donate Blood. :)

Only found out that I'm B Blood Group. LOL.

Goodies bag after the donation. :P

Haha. Hui Lu and Tow Cheng! :P

Me and Mr. Kor. :P

Taaa- Daaa. Task completed. :)

[11 &12/3/2010]

Went to work during thursday and Friday at Mount Kiara.

Lunch alone at Yippie Cup. Finally tasted the bubble milk tea there - HoneyDew Flavoured .

Flashed Back. The time we were guessing whether the cook is a guy or girl. LOL.

Thinked back also funny. XD We had so much laughter during the conversation at that time.

As expected, the building still under construction. =.=" more than half a year dee.

:)

Done updating.

This morning attended a church fren's wedding ceremony at Midah Lutheran Church.

They finally got married, looking into their eyes, what i can see is that they are so blessed, happily and lovingly together. :)

May God Bless The both of You.

Congratz to Desmond and Regina!

Wooohooo! :)

Will update more about it.

Assignments and test coursework.

Cabutszzz!"

[Amanda-Licious]

" Love Like You Never Did"