Tuesday, December 7, 2010

The Ohmm''

HARLLO HUMANS.

Even though there has been some changes around here. But the blogger believes that nothing will ever changes her in God's heart. What happen next, just let it be.


"There should never be a reason to want to end your life or feel you have failed at something. As long as you're alive whatever is broken you can fix but when you are gone all you can do is watch. So please don't feel down, your wings may be damaged but you can still fly." Yeap, this will be my reminder. =)

Just another song that attracted me. Maybe the lyrics do sounded emo but the melody is comforting. If you guys understand what is this song all about..do spend some time to feel it. Coz I felt it. A word of expression. Don't you think so? ( ;




《脆弱 》
唱:謝安琪 曲:方大同 詞:李焯雄 編曲 / 監製 : 周博賢
我脆弱 像泡沫碰泡沫 被戳破
我陷落 像漩渦的漩渦 絞碎但活著
不斷在剝落 有個我被吞沒

我脆弱 像薄膜擠薄膜 快壓破
自信過 像蛋殼被輾過
我還能相信些什麼
當承諾和溫柔都被 揮霍
剩我一個 一個人執著 又算什麼

那麼 為什麼是我 我真的脆弱
記憶丟石頭 偷襲便逃走
為什麼 我不覺得快樂 也不覺得難過
為什麼而活 愛又算什麼
好多假動作 我們都寂寞

我脆弱 像粉末吹粉末 在散落
我愛過 但寂寞更飽和
我還能相信些什麼
當承諾和溫柔都被 揮霍
剩我一個 一個人執著 又算什麼

那麼 為什麼是我 我真的脆弱
記憶丟石頭 偷襲便逃走
為什麼 我不覺得快樂 也不覺得難過
為什麼而活 愛又算什麼
好多假動作 我們都寂寞

是否已錯過 最好的下一個
那會不會 你錯過我 各自生活 被放錯了角落
為何 總是覺得有點不妥
不知道缺少了什麼
花 自開又自落

為什麼是我 (我真的脆弱)
我真的脆弱 ( 命運丟石頭)
命運丟石頭 ( 偷襲便逃走)
偷襲便逃走 ( 為什麼)
為什麼 (我沒有想些什麼)
我沒有想些什麼 (念頭自動出沒)
WO (都由不得我 )
AH (就算有人愛我) 就算有人愛我

太少人懂我 寂寞等於我

♥_♥


*Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell....* Christmas is drawing near...

H0H0!~ What do YOU wish for Christmas?? =b

Till here, time for bed.

Nites! Sweet Dreams PEEoOPLE!!~

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Don't ask, Please.



Harlo WORLD!!!

In dire need of YOU, Chocolates!!!!!!!! TT.TT




enough is enough.

WAKE UP la Wuiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!! >.<

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Bear with it.









When you realize , what I've just realize.
Life is fragile.
We may not know what is going to happen next.
Money couldn't buy happiness.
What really matter is the bond that is intact between the one you needed.





Thursday, October 7, 2010

The whole picture.



原来是多余的。
错在自己还拿着不放。
连自己都不明白,Baka!!!
就这样吧, 习惯就好。
>.<





In Him and through Faith in Him we may approach God with freedom and confidence.

Ephesians 3 : 12


Monday, October 4, 2010

Moving Forward?



Sometimes, we just have to let go. When everything has became a past.
Memories would be the best thing in my life.
Keep moving cause time is taking away.
Yea, problematic but at least it did brightened up your day. d=






When the Old has gone, the new has come.
Everyone is changing. In fact, I am too.
We have grown up. Learning our lesson.
Feeling empty?! =(
No matter how, life still gotta move on.
Trying my very BEST. (=


Ps : When words fail, Music Speaks.
Every song do have their own stories.
XOXO

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Just a Short one.


Holla everyone!!
Right now having my semester break after a tiring "battle". LOL.
Phewww....Thank God I'm still in 1 piece!!! Keke.


Still remember that day, I was in the room facing all the notes.
Then suddenly, "POPPPPPPP, PoPPPP, POOOOOPP"
Yeah, nice fire works just right infront of my house!!! =D
Woohooo! Thank God for Raya day. (=

Though we might feel weird at times,
but this is just the way it is.
we need to accept the fact,
is either YES or NO.
When it doesn't respond at all.
So just let it be.
Coz it really doesn't matter anymore.
MOVE ON! (:

Message of the day : Praying that God will bless each one of us to have a good day,
in terms of physically, mentally and emotionally.



Miss me, do you???
I miss my FRIENDS!!!!
:D


[Amanda-Licious]
" Invisible. YAY! "

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Tomorrow


当明天,变成了今天
成为了昨天,
最后成为记忆里不再重要的某一天。
我们突然发现自己,
在不知不觉之间,已被时间推着向前走。
这不是在静止火车里,仿佛自己正在前进的错觉
而是我们真实的
在成长这件事情里,
变成了另外一个自己。

Tomorrow is Another Day
每一天, 都要和今天过的不一样

每一件曾经感动, 曾经失落, 曾经改变自己的事情
所有的所有, 每一种情绪
都是存在着 这里 ( =

Tomorrow is another day
Let's put the sorrows away
Let the music celebrate
Our friendship will never fade =P






[Amanda-Licious]
" Smileeeeeee yo! ;) "

Friday, August 27, 2010

What Matter Most.

HARLO!!! :D


Yeah, JESUS ROCKS!! =P



Barney singing : I Love You, You Love Me, We Are Happy Family.
;)



Learnt a lot. Different culture, different people , different perspectives.
Firstly, felt like I'm really lost in the "jungle" Lol!=="
and I will try my best in communication wise.





2 weeks till its Finals. Gonna work extra hard for it.
YOYO! BINs and for those who are having exams,
let's TAMBAH MINYAK!
Shell V-Power?! Or Petronas??! =P
Trying my best to have some changes.

So, how bout you guys???!
Hoping that everyone do have a great weekend ahead.

Let's SMILE!
*Says HEEEEEEHAAAAAA*
( ;



[Amanda-Licious]
" The New Chapter "

Saturday, August 21, 2010

ME-mories





Pieces of Me, Pieces of You.
Pictures tells it all.
When two or more have come together, there is no fear upon it.
We loved, We shared, We enjoyed.
Receive it with a willing heart.
Because God tells me so.

Health is important.
without a good health, we couldn't walk into our daily life.
Be strong because u will pass through it.
Smile and shine for Jesus.
Have faith in Him.
Even though the faith you have is as small as a mustard seed,
He will definitely help you, no matter how.

Because He says,

"For God so love the world that he gave his one and only Son,
that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."
John 3 : 16

Finals is around the corner.
GAMBATEH to all BIN mates!!!
;)

Friday, August 13, 2010

Remembrance







No matter how hard, let's just have faith in Him.
Live life to the fullest.
Sun is shining brightly ahead of us.
Hope is arriving. :D

[Amanda-Licious]
" Perseverance "

Friday, July 30, 2010

Appreciate it.



Check this out 1st , before the next one!~ ;)







At the same time, all of us are learning our lesson.
Experiencing different stages of life as time goes by.
Giving up already??! NO!!!!
Thinking out of the box makes you feels better.
Because in the end you will realizes that indeed,
no one is perfect except Our Almighty Lord Jesus.
Thank God For Friday.
Hope everyone is doing fine.
Appreciate your time with your love ones. <=



;)



[Amanda-Licious]
" We are still in 1 piece, Amen!"

Sunday, July 18, 2010

The Eager-ness



Yeah! Having the Urge to blog now!!
WoohooOOoooo!
I'm doing fine. Blessed by the Lord each time when I feel like giving up. No matter what, just don't give up my fellow friends. God is there to help us and lead us His way. Let's just Smile no matter how bad that day it is. I may not know what u are facing now. But please remember this, you are so blessed because you get to experienced the hardest way in your Life. You tend to struggle and then you learnt things from it.

YOU CAN DO IT! I can! So why not you?!

Just put a little FAITH in Him!!! Good things are going to happen in YOU!
YES!! YOU! ;)

Don't believe me?!!! Believe in GOD! =D



Curious of why I'm able to survive in this entire period of time?!
It is all because of this 2 versus. It is my 'Daily Bread' that keeps me moving. ;)

I ask you therefore, not to be discouraged because of my sufferings for you, which are your glory. Ephesian 3 : 13

Confident of your obedience, I write to you, knowing that you will do even more than I ask.
Philemon 21



[Amanda-Licious]
" Praise The Lord" xD

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Share Your Music.





来不及-罗忆诗


习惯一个人看戏 习惯一个人旅行
习惯一个人静静想你
想你现在在哪里 想你会为谁担心
想你是否已忘记
忘记那段爱情 忘记那颗泪滴
忘记了所有不该忘的回忆
我来不及将你的手紧紧握着
对你说我只想要我们能快乐
曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么
怎么我微笑着 心却是痛的
我来不及将记忆中的你消除了
我明白错过的从此难以复合
如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的
那么重新选择是不是来不及了

忘记那段爱情忘记那颗泪滴
忘记了所有不该忘的回忆
我来不及将你的手紧紧握着
对你说我只想要我们能快乐
曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么
怎么我微笑着 心却是痛的
我来不及将记忆中的你消除了
我明白错过的从此难以复合
如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的
那么重新选择是不是来不及了

我来不及将你的手紧紧握着
对你说我只想要我们能快乐
曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么
怎么我微笑 着心却是痛的
我来不及将记忆中的你消除了
我明白错过的从此难以复合
如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的
那么重新选择是不是来不及了
我还是来不及了



This is a Sad one but Nice song. (;
A song that struck me at this moment.
It so happened I don't have any mood to do anything now.
I don't know why. I just dun feel like touching my books for now.
My body already "alert" me to stay calmed and take it easy since the past few days ago.
I too don't want to be so stress up.
Tonight, I don't feel like doing the thing I used to do.
I just want to sit at a place and listen to some musics.
So here is it. A song where I found in Youtube.
The lyrics are meaningful.
Maybe it was once I felt what exactly the lyrics said.
But....for now I felt a glimpse of peace. (:

To all Single ones.

感觉已经渐渐的消失了。
可能都已经习惯了。
"爱" 是永远没有对与错的
"爱" 是你情我愿
不用负任何责任
也不需要任何人去做代替的那一个
因为你现在过的很好, 很开心
你不孤单, 你还有朋友与家人
当你开始想开了, 你会体会得到这个世界上还有很多人须要你的爱! =)

Ps : Hope u guys enjoy this song. I aint emo-ing. Just abit of write off. =P


Good Night humans! :D

[Amanda-Licious]
" Share Your Music, Share Your Love"

Friday, July 9, 2010

Another hurdles



Yummy Pictures to be digested. ^^



Hellooo people! :D How are u guys doing?
Finally I see the whole picture now. What matter most and what doesn't at a moment. Something happened lately that makes me realizes " What we see and then what we think is not exactly what it is." =) So there is why people tend to have misunderstanding and conflict occurs. But I've learned something new again. Hehe. Uni life is busy. Test and Assignments all jumble up together. Its like a never ending thing. Class from Mon till Friday. Sat and Sunday is the time to finish up Uni work. T.T Though the schedule seems kinda tight, I believe after next week we will go more relieved. Hopefully more "happening stuff" to come. BIN mates! Let's ADD MORE OIL. Don't give up!!!! GOGOGO! (; Btw, I just realized my blog went so dead. Haha! Will try to have a little bit of a re-do thingie to my blog skin once I'm freeeee.


MY BLOG is SO DEAD. HELLO!!?!!???? Is anyone there???!





*echo-ing......*





[Amanda-Licious]
"....I will be back...."

Friday, July 2, 2010

Abandoned



Yeap, wait till I'm done with week 6 and 7 . Hopefully no hair wire in between and wish me all the best, peoooople!
and
BIN felloOOooooOOws, GAMBATEH!!!
Bear in mind-Perseverance leads you to a better way. =P

Phrase of the day : Even though you have gone through the bad times, it looks bad but it actually doesn't seems that bad and instead it makes you realizes something in your life that makes you feels interesting.


Amen. ( ;


[Amanda-Licious]
" Journey of life, more to come. "

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Willing-ness


Never noticed I didn't share much bout Utar's life. From the start still wondering how different will it be in Uni's life. Hmmm, right now already week 4 since school reopen. A lot to talk about. LOL.

Environment still ok.
  • Doesn't care much of whether the floor is covered with fabric carpet or whatever it is. Swt. Haha. Overall Still acceptable. Lecture hall of course still can't compare with Ktar's hall, way big and comfortable!!! (I miss KTAR)
  • Aircond is like Free.Of.Charge !!! Seriously cold like mad!!! Today it so happened I forgotten to bring my jacket and luckily only 2 hours class to be attended. Or else I'm FREEZ-ED liao! T.T
  • The Crowd, of course couldn't beat Ktars. Sigh~ But to have a different point of view. Makes me realized I can know even more people in just this miserable 1 building. Reason why? Because everyone will be passing by only in this building with 2 entrances and 4 lifts. So, tend to meet more new people easily. =) And 1 more thing, at 1st reli not used to using the Lift. Haha, but now already becoming lazy and lazierrr!~ (x
  • The Cafeteria, "rocks" mannn....the NAME lah!~ The food, sucks. All of us missed Ktar's canteen 2!! Argh, so much of varieties. But Utar's cafeteria really a NO-NO, Please. So, usually we go out and makan. =P

Communication wise.
  • wow! 1stly the officers = a pain in the ass. Haihs. Why I said this? Coz they tend to give unsure details to the students. Thats is why students always go to admin floor and make query or complains. I thought it was my problem of interpreting what they trying to say. But the facts proves me wrong. All my coursemates agreed, it was their problem. Eg : A say Yes, B say No. So Yes or No?! Which is the right and which is the wrong ones??? @.@ Hopefully, less problems occurs.
  • Culture Difference between Ktar and Utar. After nearly 1 month of observation, I noticed Utar students all "Kiasu" wan!!! Hahaahaha! Ktar students always late to class or lectures, Utar-ians always attend class " early early" de leh!! ==" Maybe sooner or later all transfer student from Ktar like us will be like them. Or else We will be "Kiasi" LOL! xD

Learning outcomes.
  • I would say it is way more better compare to Ktar. Maybe population smaller, better concentration so lead to better learning outcomes. Tend to feel more secure, because can understand better and when everyone concentrate, you won't feel left out where u became even more focus to lecturers and tutors. Of course, still a bit blur for some certain subjects like QT !! The tutor really beh TAHAN him. Grrrrr....! ==|||
  • Taking 5 subjects in this semester.
  1. Quantitative Techniques 2 : Got a bit Add maths feel. lol.
  2. Corporate & Business Law : The name sounded dull. But kinda interesting though. And I would say it is the hardest subject of all.
  3. Organisational Behavior : Got Cross Cultural Studies feel. Very common I would say.Haha.
  4. Business Accounting 2 : Got Prinsip Perakaunan feel.
  5. Pengajian Malaysia : Exactly SEJARAH feeeeeeeel. ( I thought I can bye to Sejarah after form 5) T.T


A word of encouragement to myself : -

  • Please Work hard and stop thinking unnecessary things. Nothing more important than Your future. The rest of it, just let it be...
  • Don't make your parents disappointed. Always think bout the "Tuition Fees" and get motivation from it. ( :
  • NO PROCRASTINATION please, allocate time well. No more honey moon like diploma liao! Assignments and Coursework test PILLING up!

GO GO GO, Miss LOW.


Wana "die" also "die" Beautifully, ok!?? :D


[Amanda-Licious]
" Kiasu, Kiasi theory"

Thursday, June 17, 2010

I Suka! ( :





"OhohOhohohoHohhhhooohhhhohh OMG! " xD




Yeah, This drama Rocks! HuUuHuuUUu!!!~

Casting: Raymond Lam, Tavia Yeung, Ma Kwok Ming, Liu Bernice Jan, Chan Chin Pang, Lee Kwok Lun, Mary Hon, Law Lok Lam

This is a love story between a professor and a policewoman. Their dating experience is enhanced with sense and sensibility through the application of interesting physics theories on the investigation of various crime cases.


so, What are You guys still Waiting for?!! 55 go watch la! =P


[Amanda-Licious]

" Entertainment "

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Timing



有些人说,不是你没有而是你不要。 我承认。
但是就是还不能接受。
不想让人期待或拥抱任何的希望。
因为很怕会伤害到别人,就因为自己体会过那个感觉。
自以为可以当什么都没发生过。
自以为自己已经看透了。
虽然在忙碌中,可以让自己好过一点。
时间真的可以冲淡一切吗?
感觉真的好难。
有时候在怀疑自己,可能感觉就在那一瞬间而已
我在逃避吗?也开始不想知道了。
我还能说什么?无言。

Just read through a passage from Facebook. If I'm not wrong, the passage is written from one of my friend who likes to read Chinese novels. Somehow or rather, the passage inspired me to blog bout this. LOL.


[Amanda-Licious]
" Random "

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Blessed.


Hey Hey Hey!!!

There is something here that I want to share. ( :
As the previous post says that, Problems and Stress is overlapping in me, was praying hard asking guidance from God since the past few days ago.
So right now I'm going to share of what had happened to me and how God has answered my prayer :D In short, Jesus is just so Great.

Last 2 days ago, as usual I went to church and attended the service.
Pastor was preaching on a sermon entitled -
" How do we positioned ourselves to received God's favor" .
So as I listen to what he was preaching to the congregation, for the 1st time I pay fully attention on Pastor's sermon. The sermon says as time goes by, the advancement of technologies and how we human being reacted differently. We tend to expect everything to pops up instantly. Everything must be fast, rapid and instant. Literally we have lost our patience. And there is how we easily get annoyed and angry over tiny little things. So, problems tend to occur and Stress is coming to us. And of course there are good and bad stress. Stress can motivate us but on the other hand it will made us suffocate if the stress is overlapping in us.

When I heard of it on that Sunday morning, I was asking myself. Why does it sounded so familiar to me?! Its like an answer to my prayer from God. So, after church service immediately after lunch I adjourned to 1st station to meet my group mates and settle for preparation of Monday's presentations.

And then something happened to me at that time. When we were about to finish the discussion. Suddenly I felt so hard to breath and my heart keeps thumping faster and faster that I couldn't explain how discomfort it was. So quickly i went in to the washroom I nearly vomited and I felt so uncomfortable , my whole leg and hands were shaking. I was so scare and keep praying to God asking for help. So luckily my friend came in and immediately I asked her to call up my mum. After that, dad came and i went home to have a good rest.

As I said from the previous post, I know that I'm stressed and I need to calm myself down or else I might experience insomnia again. * touch wood * lol. Just couldn't understand why am I so stress??! but maybe now I finally understand why. Before this I was very pissed and get annoyed with the Utar officers. Even my parents were upset bout how they get things done. Problems keep coming one after another just to enter into that Uni, from then it made us get frustrated easily everytime. Parents were quarreling and from my angle what i see was I'm a burden to them, I couldn't get things settle on my own and I'm an adult now I tend to rely on my parents. And I felt upset and unhappy with it. So, there is how I build up my stress and slowly when uni starts classes , Assignments, presentations and test is pilling up. Therefore, the level of stress increases as all the worried and problems occur. Sigh!~

Untill yesterday, finally it was a relieved to me. 2 presentation pass smoothly, the small test - business accounting 2 has been canceled. ==" ( duno whether the teacher have forgotten or she purposely told us the previous week for the sake of giving us stress ) Swt.Made me and my coursemates panic and worried over it! Grrr.. so, made me felt like I'm such an idiot or some stupid girl worried over nothing! ArGaaaagaaahh!! >.< Anyhow, thank God that my nightmare stage 1 has ended and more to go. lol. ==||

So since so many bad things happened to me lately why do I still considered myself as it is a blessing that I received from God?! LOL
Ok, this is because through the bad times God had made me realized that we have overlooked alot of things untill we have fallen into a deep mud and we are still there pondering where to. [ ;

Lessons Learnt :
  1. Be patience. Bear in mind " sometimes something we just can't do it instantly. As a whole, Chillax and everything will go on smoothly according to His will. If God brings u there, he will brings u through it.
  2. Never give stress to your own, stress might be good, but not too over.
  3. Manage time properly, have some entertainment to balance off your life. Study hard is important but Health is more important than that. ( ;


Chillax, Amanda! Life is great! xD



OOooooPsssSss,
by the way, how do u guys find my new blog skin?! pretty cool huh!?
HeeeeHeeeee" =)


[Amanda-Licious]
" Blessed and Highly Favoured "

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Problem.

Now I realized, I am the problem.
I = Problem
I = Burden

Indeed I'm a Problem to people.
I am a Burden to people.
I want to solve this ASAP.
But, sometimes it really Takes TIME!
Where is my Patience???

Patience is the state of endurance under difficult circumstances, which can mean persevering in the face of delay or provocation without acting on annoyance/anger in a negative way; or exhibiting forbearance when under strain, especially when faced with longer-term difficulties.

Yes, the above statements explained clearly what I am lacking off. I have no patience at all, every time I will get annoyed and pissed before I find the way out.
I really don't like this feeling. The feeling of stressed. Today I finally understand when a person get over stressed, You will have symptoms like
  • Feeling Vomiting
  • Feeling Restless
  • Eating too much
  • Pains in chest
  • Unexplained rashes or skin irritations
  • 'Pounding' or 'racing' heart
  • Shortness of breath
Yea, Exactly all these 7 symptoms that I'm facing recently.
Now only I realized I'm stressed.
Others might not see what is going on here?!
But I believe God knows everything even more detail than I do.


God please lead me to Your way.

Amen.



[Amanda-Licious]
"When everything seems like a 300 Degrees change"

Monday, May 31, 2010

Enjoy YOUR Life.














I will only say indeed it is A good experience. ( ;
Next round, with more and more friends!!
I enjoyed! What say you?!
JOM! :D




Hereby to say once again,
O tanjo-bi Omedeto gozai masu IKA kun. (:




[ Amanda-Licious ]
“ 我会好好的。。“