Existence.

Yes, she does exist. Its just a matter of time u felt like running away from things of u doesn't want to face at a moment. Yes she knew. Avoidance will never help. But we just need some time or perhaps a lot of time to face it. Setbacks and Failures. One after another. Though its sad and ugly knowing that u failed completing the race but it made u realizes there are so much more that u have to learn from it. Feeling discourage it is, but be glad that u fell down before cause there is the time for u to stand firm once again. Gaining back the momentum for u to reassure once more where you are heading to. Believe it or not. She always wished all that happened were just a dream. Well, life is still life. Reality is here. Be prepared but not keep slacking. There are still more hurdles to go. Back to the starting point.

Just need a little bit more of Faith, Strength and wisdom from you, O Lord.

You know me well more than anyone else from this earth. [=