Support, Support !

Dear Lord Jesus, I pray that you may grant Japan the peace, love, wisdom and strength. For what had happened- the disasters of earthquake and tsunami that hit Japan, followed by the nuclear power plant explosion. I humbly ask for your divine mercy. Please save Japan from the sufferings. Lord, wipe away the tears of those who are weeping, fill them strength of those who are surviving ,dying and give hope to those who are loosing it and never give up.

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JAPAN がんばって! ♥

God Loves U =)

Mind talking.

Its rather disappointing that the one u expected to be your role model is not showing you good examples. Sometimes you do need people who sees and understand the whole situation to back up you. Maybe I should rephrase this, needed someone closer to give more guidance, advices that motivates you. Sad to say your attention never be me. Things that u should care for, u didn't really do, whatever things that in relation to the one who is so important to u now, u would care so much more than the one u should be. Maybe u are becoming more and more depending on him nowadays. Which I think is not a really good thing. Still remember one Sunday pastor mentioned this, "We don't need anyone to makes us feel happy, happiness comes from your heart but not from anyone else. " It struck me the minute I meditate in this sentence.

Always hope that u will be stronger than me. Focus more on what is even more important to u. This world is not only u and him alone. There are still a lot people called family and friends. What really matters is how u yourself live with the human nature that surrounds you but not how u let them to control you and your feelings. No matter how things have let u down try not to stay put there and ended up emotional and then keep going deep deep down. Always wish that u would influence me more of the positive side. Stay happier, not let the downside pulls u down.

This is not about jealousy nor being judgemental, just what I noticed and what has been in my mind all this while.

Anyhow, things won't always go well as what we expected and how we wanted it to be crafted.

Its a matter of leaving it, accepting it or changing it.

Existence.

Yes, she does exist. Its just a matter of time u felt like running away from things of u doesn't want to face at a moment. Yes she knew. Avoidance will never help. But we just need some time or perhaps a lot of time to face it. Setbacks and Failures. One after another. Though its sad and ugly knowing that u failed completing the race but it made u realizes there are so much more that u have to learn from it. Feeling discourage it is, but be glad that u fell down before cause there is the time for u to stand firm once again. Gaining back the momentum for u to reassure once more where you are heading to. Believe it or not. She always wished all that happened were just a dream. Well, life is still life. Reality is here. Be prepared but not keep slacking. There are still more hurdles to go. Back to the starting point.

Just need a little bit more of Faith, Strength and wisdom from you, O Lord.

You know me well more than anyone else from this earth. [=

The Returns of Her

Hello PEEPs!

I'm BACK!!! Felt sorry to abandoned my blog for MONTHS. Its time to get back on track with this little bloggie. Alright, the so called opening of the 1st post in year 2011. Did some changes to the background and layout. How u guys find it?! Its satisfying for me! HOHO. A time to re-continued back things where have not been updated here. Thought of closing down this site at 1st, but there are just too much memories behind in this blog that I don't wish to be erase off. Reading back the old post, reminiscing the past is just one of the best thing to do. Agree? See-ing how time flies and how things have changed. No matter things have gone from good to bad or even from bad to worst, life is still moving on. So, I guess this blog could accompany me continue this journey to the centre of the earth..lol. oh nono should be journey of amanda's life. (=

Meanwhile, just a recent pic of myself to kick start the 1st post of the year. WOOTS! :D

Do you still remember this face?! ( ;