Willing-ness

Never noticed I didn't share much bout Utar's life. From the start still wondering how different will it be in Uni's life. Hmmm, right now already week 4 since school reopen. A lot to talk about. LOL.

Environment still ok.

• Doesn't care much of whether the floor is covered with fabric carpet or whatever it is. Swt. Haha. Overall Still acceptable. Lecture hall of course still can't compare with Ktar's hall, way big and comfortable!!! (I miss KTAR)
• Aircond is like Free.Of.Charge !!! Seriously cold like mad!!! Today it so happened I forgotten to bring my jacket and luckily only 2 hours class to be attended. Or else I'm FREEZ-ED liao! T.T
• The Crowd, of course couldn't beat Ktars. Sigh~ But to have a different point of view. Makes me realized I can know even more people in just this miserable 1 building. Reason why? Because everyone will be passing by only in this building with 2 entrances and 4 lifts. So, tend to meet more new people easily. =) And 1 more thing, at 1st reli not used to using the Lift. Haha, but now already becoming lazy and lazierrr!~ (x
• The Cafeteria, "rocks" mannn....the NAME lah!~ The food, sucks. All of us missed Ktar's canteen 2!! Argh, so much of varieties. But Utar's cafeteria really a NO-NO, Please. So, usually we go out and makan. =P

Communication wise.

• wow! 1stly the officers = a pain in the ass. Haihs. Why I said this? Coz they tend to give unsure details to the students. Thats is why students always go to admin floor and make query or complains. I thought it was my problem of interpreting what they trying to say. But the facts proves me wrong. All my coursemates agreed, it was their problem. Eg : A say Yes, B say No. So Yes or No?! Which is the right and which is the wrong ones??? @.@ Hopefully, less problems occurs.

• Culture Difference between Ktar and Utar. After nearly 1 month of observation, I noticed Utar students all "Kiasu" wan!!! Hahaahaha! Ktar students always late to class or lectures, Utar-ians always attend class " early early" de leh!! ==" Maybe sooner or later all transfer student from Ktar like us will be like them. Or else We will be "Kiasi" LOL! xD

Learning outcomes.

• I would say it is way more better compare to Ktar. Maybe population smaller, better concentration so lead to better learning outcomes. Tend to feel more secure, because can understand better and when everyone concentrate, you won't feel left out where u became even more focus to lecturers and tutors. Of course, still a bit blur for some certain subjects like QT !! The tutor really beh TAHAN him. Grrrrr....! ==|||
• Taking 5 subjects in this semester.

1. Quantitative Techniques 2 : Got a bit Add maths feel. lol.
2. Corporate & Business Law : The name sounded dull. But kinda interesting though. And I would say it is the hardest subject of all.
3. Organisational Behavior : Got Cross Cultural Studies feel. Very common I would say.Haha.
4. Business Accounting 2 : Got Prinsip Perakaunan feel.
5. Pengajian Malaysia : Exactly SEJARAH feeeeeeeel. ( I thought I can bye to Sejarah after form 5) T.T

A word of encouragement to myself : -

• Please Work hard and stop thinking unnecessary things. Nothing more important than Your future. The rest of it, just let it be...
• Don't make your parents disappointed. Always think bout the "Tuition Fees" and get motivation from it. ( :
• NO PROCRASTINATION please, allocate time well. No more honey moon like diploma liao! Assignments and Coursework test PILLING up!

GO GO GO, Miss LOW.

Wana "die" also "die" Beautifully, ok!?? :D

[Amanda-Licious]

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[Amanda-Licious]

" Entertainment "

Timing

有些人说，不是你没有而是你不要。 我承认。

但是就是还不能接受。

不想让人期待或拥抱任何的希望。

因为很怕会伤害到别人，就因为自己体会过那个感觉。

自以为可以当什么都没发生过。

自以为自己已经看透了。

虽然在忙碌中，可以让自己好过一点。

时间真的可以冲淡一切吗？

感觉真的好难。

有时候在怀疑自己，可能感觉就在那一瞬间而已

我在逃避吗？也开始不想知道了。

我还能说什么？无言。

Just read through a passage from Facebook. If I'm not wrong, the passage is written from one of my friend who likes to read Chinese novels. Somehow or rather, the passage inspired me to blog bout this. LOL.

[Amanda-Licious]

" Random "

Blessed.

Hey Hey Hey!!!

There is something here that I want to share. ( :

As the previous post says that, Problems and Stress is overlapping in me, was praying hard asking guidance from God since the past few days ago.

So right now I'm going to share of what had happened to me and how God has answered my prayer :D In short, Jesus is just so Great.

Last 2 days ago, as usual I went to church and attended the service.

Pastor was preaching on a sermon entitled -

" How do we positioned ourselves to received God's favor" .

So as I listen to what he was preaching to the congregation, for the 1st time I pay fully attention on Pastor's sermon. The sermon says as time goes by, the advancement of technologies and how we human being reacted differently. We tend to expect everything to pops up instantly. Everything must be fast, rapid and instant. Literally we have lost our patience. And there is how we easily get annoyed and angry over tiny little things. So, problems tend to occur and Stress is coming to us. And of course there are good and bad stress. Stress can motivate us but on the other hand it will made us suffocate if the stress is overlapping in us.

When I heard of it on that Sunday morning, I was asking myself. Why does it sounded so familiar to me?! Its like an answer to my prayer from God. So, after church service immediately after lunch I adjourned to 1st station to meet my group mates and settle for preparation of Monday's presentations.

And then something happened to me at that time. When we were about to finish the discussion. Suddenly I felt so hard to breath and my heart keeps thumping faster and faster that I couldn't explain how discomfort it was. So quickly i went in to the washroom I nearly vomited and I felt so uncomfortable , my whole leg and hands were shaking. I was so scare and keep praying to God asking for help. So luckily my friend came in and immediately I asked her to call up my mum. After that, dad came and i went home to have a good rest.

As I said from the previous post, I know that I'm stressed and I need to calm myself down or else I might experience insomnia again. * touch wood * lol. Just couldn't understand why am I so stress??! but maybe now I finally understand why. Before this I was very pissed and get annoyed with the Utar officers. Even my parents were upset bout how they get things done. Problems keep coming one after another just to enter into that Uni, from then it made us get frustrated easily everytime. Parents were quarreling and from my angle what i see was I'm a burden to them, I couldn't get things settle on my own and I'm an adult now I tend to rely on my parents. And I felt upset and unhappy with it. So, there is how I build up my stress and slowly when uni starts classes , Assignments, presentations and test is pilling up. Therefore, the level of stress increases as all the worried and problems occur. Sigh!~

Untill yesterday, finally it was a relieved to me. 2 presentation pass smoothly, the small test - business accounting 2 has been canceled. ==" ( duno whether the teacher have forgotten or she purposely told us the previous week for the sake of giving us stress ) Swt.Made me and my coursemates panic and worried over it! Grrr.. so, made me felt like I'm such an idiot or some stupid girl worried over nothing! ArGaaaagaaahh!! >.< Anyhow, thank God that my nightmare stage 1 has ended and more to go. lol. ==||

So since so many bad things happened to me lately why do I still considered myself as it is a blessing that I received from God?! LOL

Ok, this is because through the bad times God had made me realized that we have overlooked alot of things untill we have fallen into a deep mud and we are still there pondering where to. [ ;

Lessons Learnt :

1. Be patience. Bear in mind " sometimes something we just can't do it instantly. As a whole, Chillax and everything will go on smoothly according to His will. If God brings u there, he will brings u through it.
2. Never give stress to your own, stress might be good, but not too over.
3. Manage time properly, have some entertainment to balance off your life. Study hard is important but Health is more important than that. ( ;

Chillax, Amanda! Life is great! xD

OOooooPsssSss,

by the way, how do u guys find my new blog skin?! pretty cool huh!?

HeeeeHeeeee" =）

[Amanda-Licious]

" Blessed and Highly Favoured "

Problem.

Now I realized, I am the problem.

I = Problem

I = Burden

Indeed I'm a Problem to people.

I am a Burden to people.

I want to solve this ASAP.

But, sometimes it really Takes TIME!

Where is my Patience???

Patience is the state of endurance under difficult circumstances, which can mean persevering in the face of delay or provocation without acting on annoyance/anger in a negative way; or exhibiting forbearance when under strain, especially when faced with longer-term difficulties.

Yes, the above statements explained clearly what I am lacking off. I have no patience at all, every time I will get annoyed and pissed before I find the way out.

I really don't like this feeling. The feeling of stressed. Today I finally understand when a person get over stressed, You will have symptoms like

• Feeling Vomiting
• Feeling Restless
• Eating too much
• Pains in chest
• Unexplained rashes or skin irritations
• 'Pounding' or 'racing' heart
• Shortness of breath

Yea, Exactly all these 7 symptoms that I'm facing recently.

Now only I realized I'm stressed.

Others might not see what is going on here?!

But I believe God knows everything even more detail than I do.

God please lead me to Your way.

Amen.

[Amanda-Licious]

"When everything seems like a 300 Degrees change"