能不能不爱了,因为爱太痛了,我痛的快死了, 却无法把你忘了
我不能够, 不能够不爱了。

I guess I am still not ready for any relationships yet. Maybe God you know me the best. That is why untill now I havent meet anyone yet. Even I did, but what is the point if its not mutual. I always involved in an one sided love. Maybe too God is testing my faith towards Him. But I am pretty sure as for now, what I needed the most is only time to enjoy myself. Enjoy this Single life. Though I may feel lonely at times. But who cares when you have friends around and God will still be by my side eternally. Yes, indeed some of you might have seen all my emo status/ post in Facebook, twitter..etc.etc. Honestly, I felt for someone. Okay, by fact I shouldn't have fall for him but I did. Maybe some of you might think that I was kinda desperate for that someone. But hey, its uncontrollably. I mean sometimes its so hard to say so hard to control. Seriously its definitely not about turning the button ON/OFF. Not that easy dude. When you seriously have fallen for someone one day, you will get what I am trying to say here. Hmm, anyway everything between me and Him has come to an end. We stop contacting each other for almost like 1 week already. I believe he is doing this for my good. Thanks to him. But I do really hope and appreciate if we are still friends. Which I think we can still be friends since we haven't even get started.