没有如果

人生就像地球一样每天不停的旋转。唯一在这世上不能改变的是世界每天都不停的在改变。

朋友啊朋友，原来这世界是那么复杂的。有的时候不想这么做，但却因为必须要所以硬着头皮也必要完成。听了很多， 看了也蛮多。人大了都会改变，是好是坏  脸是单是双的  又谁能知道。所以呀做人留点童真好一点， 做回自己永远是最好的，舒服自在的多了。如果做人能简简单单，没有烦恼就好咯。

有时都在想如果真的有一部时光机那该多好呢？能够回到快乐的回忆里永远永远停留在那里。：）   

但，这一切只能是如果。

Support, Support !

Dear Lord Jesus, I pray that you may grant Japan the peace, love, wisdom and strength. For what had happened- the disasters of earthquake and tsunami that hit Japan, followed by the nuclear power plant explosion. I humbly ask for your divine mercy. Please save Japan from the sufferings. Lord, wipe away the tears of those who are weeping, fill them strength of those who are surviving ,dying and give hope to those who are loosing it and never give up.

アーメン

JAPAN がんばって! ♥

God Loves U =)

Mind talking.

Its rather disappointing that the one u expected to be your role model is not showing you good examples. Sometimes you do need people who sees and understand the whole situation to back up you. Maybe I should rephrase this, needed someone closer to give more guidance, advices that motivates you. Sad to say your attention never be me. Things that u should care for, u didn't really do, whatever things that in relation to the one who is so important to u now, u would care so much more than the one u should be. Maybe u are becoming more and more depending on him nowadays. Which I think is not a really good thing. Still remember one Sunday pastor mentioned this, "We don't need anyone to makes us feel happy, happiness comes from your heart but not from anyone else. " It struck me the minute I meditate in this sentence.

Always hope that u will be stronger than me. Focus more on what is even more important to u. This world is not only u and him alone. There are still a lot people called family and friends. What really matters is how u yourself live with the human nature that surrounds you but not how u let them to control you and your feelings. No matter how things have let u down try not to stay put there and ended up emotional and then keep going deep deep down. Always wish that u would influence me more of the positive side. Stay happier, not let the downside pulls u down.

This is not about jealousy nor being judgemental, just what I noticed and what has been in my mind all this while.

Anyhow, things won't always go well as what we expected and how we wanted it to be crafted.

Its a matter of leaving it, accepting it or changing it.

Existence.

Yes, she does exist. Its just a matter of time u felt like running away from things of u doesn't want to face at a moment. Yes she knew. Avoidance will never help. But we just need some time or perhaps a lot of time to face it. Setbacks and Failures. One after another. Though its sad and ugly knowing that u failed completing the race but it made u realizes there are so much more that u have to learn from it. Feeling discourage it is, but be glad that u fell down before cause there is the time for u to stand firm once again. Gaining back the momentum for u to reassure once more where you are heading to. Believe it or not. She always wished all that happened were just a dream. Well, life is still life. Reality is here. Be prepared but not keep slacking. There are still more hurdles to go. Back to the starting point.

Just need a little bit more of Faith, Strength and wisdom from you, O Lord.

You know me well more than anyone else from this earth. [=

The Returns of Her

Hello PEEPs!

I'm BACK!!! Felt sorry to abandoned my blog for MONTHS. Its time to get back on track with this little bloggie. Alright, the so called opening of the 1st post in year 2011. Did some changes to the background and layout. How u guys find it?! Its satisfying for me! HOHO. A time to re-continued back things where have not been updated here. Thought of closing down this site at 1st, but there are just too much memories behind in this blog that I don't wish to be erase off. Reading back the old post, reminiscing the past is just one of the best thing to do. Agree? See-ing how time flies and how things have changed. No matter things have gone from good to bad or even from bad to worst, life is still moving on. So, I guess this blog could accompany me continue this journey to the centre of the earth..lol. oh nono should be journey of amanda's life. (=

Meanwhile, just a recent pic of myself to kick start the 1st post of the year. WOOTS! :D

Do you still remember this face?! ( ;

The Ohmm''

HARLLO HUMANS.

Even though there has been some changes around here. But the blogger believes that nothing will ever changes her in God's heart. What happen next, just let it be.

"There should never be a reason to want to end your life or feel you have failed at something. As long as you're alive whatever is broken you can fix but when you are gone all you can do is watch. So please don't feel down, your wings may be damaged but you can still fly." Yeap, this will be my reminder. =)

Just another song that attracted me. Maybe the lyrics do sounded emo but the melody is comforting. If you guys understand what is this song all about..do spend some time to feel it. Coz I felt it. A word of expression. Don't you think so? ( ;

《脆弱 》
唱：謝安琪 曲：方大同 詞：李焯雄 編曲 / 監製 : 周博賢
我脆弱 像泡沫碰泡沫 被戳破
我陷落 像漩渦的漩渦 絞碎但活著
不斷在剝落 有個我被吞沒

我脆弱 像薄膜擠薄膜 快壓破
自信過 像蛋殼被輾過
我還能相信些什麼
當承諾和溫柔都被 揮霍
剩我一個 一個人執著 又算什麼

那麼 為什麼是我 我真的脆弱
記憶丟石頭 偷襲便逃走
為什麼 我不覺得快樂 也不覺得難過
為什麼而活 愛又算什麼
好多假動作 我們都寂寞

我脆弱 像粉末吹粉末 在散落
我愛過 但寂寞更飽和
我還能相信些什麼
當承諾和溫柔都被 揮霍
剩我一個 一個人執著 又算什麼

那麼 為什麼是我 我真的脆弱
記憶丟石頭 偷襲便逃走
為什麼 我不覺得快樂 也不覺得難過
為什麼而活 愛又算什麼
好多假動作 我們都寂寞

是否已錯過 最好的下一個
那會不會 你錯過我 各自生活 被放錯了角落
為何 總是覺得有點不妥
不知道缺少了什麼
花 自開又自落

為什麼是我 （我真的脆弱）
我真的脆弱 （ 命運丟石頭）
命運丟石頭 （ 偷襲便逃走）
偷襲便逃走 （ 為什麼）
為什麼 （我沒有想些什麼）
我沒有想些什麼 （念頭自動出沒）
WO （都由不得我 )
AH (就算有人愛我) 就算有人愛我

太少人懂我 寂寞等於我

♥_♥

*Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell....* Christmas is drawing near...

H0H0!~ What do YOU wish for Christmas?? =b

Till here, time for bed.

Nites! Sweet Dreams PEEoOPLE!!~