HoW am i gonna Choose? Between Interest and Money?!?!!

After a real long holiday, I guess i gotto really ask myself..wat's next?The next step is very important..it will leads me to a different road towards my future.What i want?Which course that i want to choose? so then i will have a better job for my future. Yesterday,luckily that i can make it to an education fair at KLCC convention centre.I went there with my family after attending church service. Was crowded with people..everybody was busy talking about education. I was confused and worried over the courses that is infront of me. A few of them frm different colleges kinda interview me. But, guess wat? when they asked me what courses that i'm into, I'm speechless..i said ehm..sorry i think i haven't make up my mind yet. Sigh! I DUNNO! I seriously dunno what i want??! Anyway, cut the crap off..i took many catalogs and leaflet from diff colleges and dad had a talk with a lecturer frm Tarc i guess. The way he told us kinda make me widen my thoughts!Somehow,he kept telling us after taking the diploma better take the advance diploma and then go overseas for 3 months and done with it. Excuse me~ Who doesn't know the difference being educated by professors frm overseas is MUCH MUCH more better compare to our country ones??! SWtz.. If i can afford it then i won't be scratching my head thinking it over and over again.

Since, i'm from art class during secondary school..i think science field is definitely OUT..so arts!? Bussiness and economics? argh~ Boring!!! Although i quite like ekonomi after studying it for quite some time. Hmmn..Social Science and Humanities sounds intresting to me!Which is mass com,Hospitality,Multimedia/Fashion Design and so on..and yah! Advertising also not bad! LOLS~ But i dun seems to be very creative and sociable altho sometimes i did crap alot...Haihs..At the end, I'm stress and i dunno..dunno and yeS!I DUNNO.. I Hope one day i could really make up my mind wat course i'm gonna choose..How will you choose? Study a course that you are Intrested and happy with it even less opportunity of jobs? OR study something u dun like but will get a job that can earn more Money?? =/

Dear Lord Jesus, I pray that you will help me to make a right decision of choosing a course that suits me well so that i won't regret after choosing it .Amen.

Not to forget today is Tang Win Nie's BIG day~

***BLESSED BURFDAYY WIN NIE***

```It Is FRIDAY!```

Hey Ppl! Nothing much to update actually..but since today is Friday and it is my favourite day of all the other days!Haaha..Don't as me why!?Cause i dunnoe! As most of the ppl around me know that i'm still waiting for confirmation from HSBC as a trainee~ and i really hope that i can get in..was praying really Hard during this few days,cause i guess i will get the result either this few days or lately by next week! Sigh..i'm nervous and very unpatient dee..but whatever it is, if it is God's will to offer me this job..then just let it be. If it is not,which means there is another better one waiting for me* HEEhEE!
Most of my frens started work and took their driving lessons..and YES i wanted to take driving lessons since i'm so free now!But unfortunely my mum says NOT now..wait till MARCH! Okay, Fine! Arghh, I'll Waiiit again~!!

Okay! CNY is coming soon! I'm quite excited* about it cause is time to get ANG PAUsSS ,new clothes!!!! and not to forget eat GOOD FOOD like " Yu Sang" (if u guys know about it..it is a Chinese tradition~Hint : with Crackers!) Haahaas..and i'm goin to highlight my hair if possible before CNY! Yahooo..since my parents no objections towards it..So I'm gonna HIGHLIGHT my hair!! I love this colour,is sumthing like a bit redish+ orangie = Dunno wat colour! LOLS~ But i saw this colour before..very NICE colour! Hope its suits me! xD
Okayle, signing off now..need to iron the clothes later.

Oooo.. Ooo..It is going to rain again!~ and Here goes this song...
" Rain..rain go away! Come again another day...all the world is waiting for the Sun..." by Breaking Benjamin*
LOLS! Chaoz! =)

```What's going On??!```

YES..What’s goin On???I feel so lost now..whatever..lol..Not so sure what is going on with me..Maybe I’m freaking Bored here~
So, I will be crapping and sound out what I want here! I’ve no idea what’s happening to me now.. I’m Happy? I’m depressed? I’m bored? I’m mad?..or I’m longing for sumthing?SWTZZ..I don’t even know how I feel ..Sigh~

Suddenly,something came into my mind… … ..

I don’t know what I’m searching for?
I don’t know what I’m waiting for?
Why are you keep bothering me in my mind?
Why can’t I just get rid of you?
I’m tired of pretending nothing at all infront of you
The pictures are keep flashing in my mind when I close my eyes.
Why do you always appear in my dreams?
Why izzit you? But not another one?
Why I care so much about what’s happening around you??!
While you were boasting away with the recent one..
I’m Sick of it…
I don’t want to be like this anymore!
I had enough..Seriously..Pls gimme a Break!?
Please stay away from me!
Slowly, you are frightening me away..
You stayed too long inside me..
I’ve got to clear it up..
I promise myself,
I will be living a New life & a New Beginning for year 2008!
I want to be transform to a different ME*
Can I ??!How I wish I COULD!!

-Signing Off-

```UPDATES!!!```

Hmmmn...Where should i start blogging??! After a few days din really blog..let's see~Yah! went Midvalley with peng n cass on last friday. Had lunch at Little Taiwan, ordered too much food or maybe i could say too big portion for us..erm then 3 of us shop and shop..and somehow or rather i got something frm the face shop...a blouse, a pair of shoes and my sis's birthday present~Saw stephiie and Kai herng..recognises them altho i'm not close with them =) Okay, not to forget the main thing that i want to blog about was..when on our way back...we took KTM and the train is fulled with ppl and i force to go in cause my mum is waiting for me..so i went in while peng & cass wait for another..can't help..so wat to do? Juz suffered inside..and nearly my face stick onto the window!!!Seriously~No joke!! and here's the story begins..the ktm stop at station Seputeh as i'm not mistaken and juz by the time the door open..all this ppl keep pushing and I nearly felt out of the train den one of my slipper juz felt into the gap and i juz looked at my sister's slipper went down to the rail~ SWWWWTTZZ!!!! A guy juz stared at me and i'm totally stunt for a moment and speechless =.= What the $#@!#%#%%$@#%... So! at the end i reached Tasik Selatan, luckily i realise i juz bought a pair of shoe frm Nose and i wore it and dumped the other left over one!LOLS! Really thank God that i bought that pair of shoe!Pheww~ SMILES^^

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SatuRday!! Nth much..went Gardens with parents, done booking for my sister 21st birthday at Italiannies=P woohoo! sumkind of party dinner..and yesterday which is 6th of January~ My sista 's BIG day!!!!

****HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH****

Real big girl dee!! A big sista of mine!! Cheewaahh..Haahahaa..Btw, we Had a real great time at Italiannies^^

Wakakaka..my recent Nails !!! Scary anot?!..."RoaRR.."

On the Way..on the Way to Gardens!!!



The people! The atmosphere! The Food! =D

Birthday Gurl and the Frens*

The C's tazzz! xD

Ta Da!!~ Happy Family*( me doing my monkey face..lol)

All of US~


After Dinner,Urgent to " tan cha oouh" lol..(sumwhere near LM) with sis and frens^^ The tomato soup sucks! They seriously shouldn't put the cream!!!! YeeeeEE~


YES!! Me with the guitar again~~~ =P

That's all peeps!! See ya in the Next Blog* =)

```3rd day of 2008```

Sometimes I juz realize time passes so fast and today is already Thursday and going to be Friday…Saturday..Sunday and another week cuming ..Lolz~So! About yesterday again..yes! Yesterday~ I always wanted to update my blog by the day itself but most of the time can’t make it…Cause I’m LAZY~ okay,Fine..so at last I manage to go out with my sista at 1 U yesterday..and surprisingly I bought a Water Bottle!! After buying it, I was thinking why am I buying a bottle??! Stupid rite?Not even think before buying it! No school for me dee..lol~ But still can use for other purpose le.. Hmm, I quite like it! Nice bottle with a word RISK* written there..” Success and Fulfilment are never achieved without RISK” Yes! Very true~ and I saw “Princess Nicky” who was once frm Pess and now as a model I guess.. saw her at forever 21 trying a night gown~ woohoo O.o
Nothing much after that...bought Roti Boy and tot of going Johnny’s steamboat with sis but didn’t make it cause no $$$ and on the way home dated annie n wai kit for pasar mlm! At first it was drizzling and luckily we reached there the rain stop for a while and had pan mee for dinner! Then, suddenly bumped up with Jeffrey, Michael and his gf! and we were like Ehh??!! Lolz and after for sometime the rain came back and yea! For the first time holded an umbrealla since annie brought it..and walking faster like mad with annie !! Haaha..

Today! I woke up at 11.40! I din noe I woke up so late I tot it is 9 sumthing and got up went ta bao for two ‘old people’ =) Saw many students wearing uniform taking their lunch at coffee shop! LOL~ School started…Study hard ppl! =P Watched DvDs and ironed a basket of clothes and while ironing halfway blistered my leg! Oouchh!! A big mark now! =.= Somehow, it wasn't that pain compared to a wounded heart! Haahaa and haa~..So funny!!!

``A new year . A new begining!!!``

It is Tuesday! 01. 01. 2008..woohoo! A new year has begun!Really can't imagine that i'm graduated frm high school since school is starting this week ya..and i think is 3 rd of Jan if i'm not mistaken..Anyway,no more school for me..lol..heehee..and i will be still sitting at home waiting for my job..really hope that i can get in!!Yes!will be praying hard for it..=) Hmm, about yesterday i din go anywhere for countdown cause this year my church is having watchnite service so i went and countdown with them..lol Everyone went so happy..jumping..worshiping...praising the lord and giving testimonies for the Lord has blessed us throughout the year 2007..really thank God for everything!! ^^Although year 2007 is a tough year for me but Thank God that he never fails to help me whenever i needed Him! Praise the lord~ yeah!! So, yesterday had my last dinner for 2007 at sumwhere anggerik for 'Bak kut Teh' with alysaa,beatrice,alvin...etc...lolzzz..and surprisingly i saw my primary classmate 'yyc' and after the watchnight service at my church i saw him again passing by my church..lol..saw him twice in a day!O.o Ohh ya..one more thing! I felt so amaze when the time pastor Lawrence prayed for everyone of us.. cause my mind was like flashed back wat i've done in 2007..was something like a movie ~LOLS!!playing back the memories I had throughout the year!I'm serious! It was amazing..for the 1st time i experience it..maybe God wants me to treasure wat I've done in 2007 gua..=D Btw, I will still rmb the memories i had in 2007 no matter it is happiness or sadness!!=) and after the service ended.. supper was provided..everyone fellowship outside the church but i wonder why this year cannot see any fire works ..sWtz~cause i rmb clearly last year we saw it sumwhere at KLCC frm our church view..Then went BRJ with Carol and chat chat untill 2 sumthing and went home! Slept at 3a.m!! Very tired lo..not enough sleep..Okay,I guess that's all about it~Cheese people* =P
Ohh ya!one last thing to crap! I CUT my hair!! Altho not very obvious!! haaahaz*"New year New Hairstyle" la weih..cool leh!!? LOLZZzz* xD

*****BLESSED NEW YEAR 2008*****