Chaptersz of Amanda's Life ♡

BIRTHDAY BASH-ES!

2011-11-29T17:50:00.000-08:00

Its been quite a busy and happening week. Celebrated Cassandra and Elizabeth 's birthday! Went out since saturday till sunday! Weeee. I had a great time with them but am broke and sick now. Thanks for the happs happs moment and seriously enjoyed much. Untill i went to visit the doctor like finally. Doctor ask me izzit facebook too much. I replied. Nope, I wet too much during these few days! Holidays mah! LOL. The doctor even went stoned awhile and he prescribed me some medicine as usual and I asked for a MC. Weee! Self declared Holiday! xD Okay. So what's next??! DECEMBER is COMING huh!

Seriously getting a little excited here,

SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWN!

and

My YADHTRIB is COMING!

Looking forward to it! Seriously! :)

PICTURES CAN TELL EVERYTHING!~

Enjoying my life towards the end of this year!

How about you??! How you guys doing??! :P

Ps : Let's just SMILE for TOMORROW is ANOTHER DAY~

可惜不是你

2011-11-19T15:51:00.000-08:00

爱究竟是什么东西？虽然爱可以让我们开心，但同时也能让大家悲伤。对我而言，你越爱一个人，你就付出越多。问题到头来不是在于谁付出比较多而是你到回来伤的是你自己。这里有谁没爱过？可见的每个人都一样，一但爱上了他/她很自然的把自己投入在那童话里。不管你是恋爱或暧昧。其实每那么大的差别。你和他有多少快乐，就有多少悲伤。不管你们两人经过多少的路途，总有一天你们的爱都会有改变。这是很现实的。

我觉得不管我有多爱那个人，结果都会一样。除非。。。奇迹出现。

是你的就是你的不是你的永远都不会是

但，我一定会牢牢的记住那个感觉。

可惜不是你，陪我到最后，感谢的是你牵过我的手还能感受那温柔。。

谢谢

PS: 如果我们只是擦肩而过那何必在彼此身上留下伤痕。

Soon.

2011-11-16T23:36:00.000-08:00

If u are able to see through the lens. *keep staring at the camera lens*

So what u see?! =P

Yayyy! It's a CHRISTMAS TREE!!! :D

Yeap, indeed #Christmas is coming soon. 1 month +to go peeps!

Are you feeling excited?? Are u happy??

How are you going to celebrate CHRISTMAS this year???

Hmm, I have mixed feelings here. Yes I admit am looking forward to it but I still didnt get very excited about it. Sighhh, the feeling of officially turning into an adult. the word LADY is smiling at me! ==" Anyway, I still don't feel old . Hey come on! Its just the Beginning! Muahaahahahh!

Christmas spree might be awesome this year, but I still think that putting lesser hope brings more excitement. So I'll just let it be.

Friends around asking me how am I celebrating this special "twin pack" occasion. I said, ehmm..Seriously haven't thought of any plans yet. Nahhh...just let things flow. One thing am sure that God is planning it for me already. My main wish is to be Healthy and Happy most of the time. It would be enough. Money can buy happiness but money couldn't buy health. Rich people still have cancer or certain diseases. I just pray that I will be happy and healthy and God will bless the people around me too as well! :)

I mean, let's enjoy while we are capable of. In fact we should be enjoying ourselves till the maxXx in this age. ;) But of course besides enjoying , it is the time too to take hold of the responsibilities and learn to be though.

Just like what they said....

"...BIG GIRLS DON't CRY ..."

You

2011-11-04T00:37:00.000-07:00

在茫茫人海中，为什么是你，而不是别人呢？

能不能不爱了，因为爱太痛了，我痛的快死了，却无法把你忘了

我不能够，不能够不爱了。

Good night. Wish me luck tomorrow! AMEN.

THE KANGAROO LAND.

2011-10-29T16:27:00.000-07:00

GET YOURSELF WELL PREPARED with the BEAUTIFUL PICTURES BELOW.

ENJOY! ( ;

Yeap, this pic taken while I was at Royal Botanic garden @ Melbourne. Isn't it looks kinda special in a way that there is a basin among the flower in the Garden. But I like this pic so much. It brings out the Alice in the lala land feel. Eiii no no no ! I mean Alice in the Wonderland :)

And then I found a HUGE purse in Melbourne City! Weeeeeeee''

The Night view in the City is Love! =) I miss that night.

The Lord of the Rings produced the Lord of the Fries???! >.<

Then I visited the 12 apostle ! Its a looooong looooong Journey but its all worth it! ;)

This was at Sydney, Katoomba , Blue Mountain! Seen the 3 sisters! didn't know its actually 7 of them and something happened in the past left 3! :D Damn windy!!!

Havent been seeing such big Koala Bear! This is really Kuuutee! Hoho

LOL! Ehm, let's skip this! Dont know what i was doing though. > <

Posing with a naked woman!~ Woootsss

Somebody paparazzi me! While I was enjoying picnic with my mum, uncle and aunt! LOL

Enjoying picniking in winter weather!!! Strong sun but boyy its pretty cold!! ^^

She is a pretty girl, can't resist taking pictures with her. she is the security guard there but her smile is so sweet! =)

This was taken while I was at Sydney, Fish Market! I would say biggest Market in Sydney! U will find what u want!

While I was freezing cold in the Botanical Garden, but who cares when u enjoy the beatiful flowers around you, right???!

It was Lantern festival. Didn't realize they have such big celebration there. Was kinda happening there and as i remembered it was father's day too!

Then I was sitting on the purse asking more for MONEH! Yeah, i know am HAWTTT! LOL. Just kidding~

Finally, it was @Sydney, Bondi Beach! The sky is so Bluee. I will never forget how i manage to get there. Its like finally. I get to experienced outside this beautiful world. .... No regrets ... Never will.

BreakFree.

2011-10-27T00:50:00.000-07:00

Drew Looks at me, I Fake a Smile so he won't See

Dear A,

It is time to set you ownself FREE. Free from all the pain, all the sadness and disappointments. Hereby, there are few words I would like to say to Miss H.

Miss H,

You better hold him tight, give him all your love, look in those beautiful eyes, and know you're lucky cos He is the reason for the #teardropsonmyguitar. I will put his picture down and maybe gets some sleep tonight.

# The Kind of Flawless I wish I could be. #

I always wish and dream that it was me who gives you the happiness. But I am never once the one.
Never.

Fairy Tales, X in Me.

2011-10-17T15:42:00.000-07:00

Dear Lord,

I guess I am still not ready for any relationships yet. Maybe God you know me the best. That is why untill now I havent meet anyone yet. Even I did, but what is the point if its not mutual. I always involved in an one sided love. Maybe too God is testing my faith towards Him. But I am pretty sure as for now, what I needed the most is only time to enjoy myself. Enjoy this Single life. Though I may feel lonely at times. But who cares when you have friends around and God will still be by my side eternally. Yes, indeed some of you might have seen all my emo status/ post in Facebook, twitter..etc.etc. Honestly, I felt for someone. Okay, by fact I shouldn't have fall for him but I did. Maybe some of you might think that I was kinda desperate for that someone. But hey, its uncontrollably. I mean sometimes its so hard to say so hard to control. Seriously its definitely not about turning the button ON/OFF. Not that easy dude. When you seriously have fallen for someone one day, you will get what I am trying to say here. Hmm, anyway everything between me and Him has come to an end. We stop contacting each other for almost like 1 week already. I believe he is doing this for my good. Thanks to him. But I do really hope and appreciate if we are still friends. Which I think we can still be friends since we haven't even get started.

He is Someone who made my day, cheered me up in every Monday morning. In fact for 1 whole month we used to keep in contact to each other. We texted each other. Whatsapp. Called and even Skyped. But sometimes good moments just never last. That is why we must appreciate. Anyhow, he is not a bad guy after all. He respect me. He always influenced me his positive charge. He is one kind of a happy go lucky guy. He always asked me to stay happy, keep that smile, cos tomorrow will be another day, enjoy life till the max.

Hmm, so can u imagine one day you and that someone stop contacting since after u have got used to it already. Its like a practice, daily routine kinda thing. Just like u have get used to drink a cup of coffee every morning and one day you stop drinking it. How would you feel? Not comfortable at all. Well, since we have stop keeping in contact for 1 week already. I guess everything has come to an end. Sweet Dreams will not stay forever. Its time to Wake Up and get back to Reality.

Are you sure that Fairy Tales do happens in real Life???

I don't think So.

DreamS.

2011-10-08T12:47:00.000-07:00

Well, what is your dreams ? My dreams is to have a very full pack of stuff that I wanted them to be in my Future Room. Pass few weeks I bought this laptop map. While I was clearing up my desk , suddenly this idea came into my mind. Yeahh~ immediately at night I went to OneU to get all these pictures done in just 30 mins. After the movie went home and get this done. Good idea right??! It actually attached underneath the map / mat or whatever it calls. LoL. So loving it. Spot youself in there. If u see your face be grateful! Cos u are important to me. And makes me always think of you peppo. =)

There are actually a total 50 pictures. The remaining ones soon to come. Just after my queen size bed comes in. I believe my room will be looking damn cool. More plans coming up and and yeahh, I drew a lil room plan on my own! HAHA! 1st time! After working for nearly half a year in an interior design firm.

TADAAA~!!! Here is it! :D

Till on MORE updates coming up!!!~ ="D

ADIOS.

Ps : Its a beautiful day, We're looking for something dumb to do...hey baby, i think i'm OVER and OUT!

ENJOY ya Weekends peeps! ;)

Life is a RACE.

2011-10-04T11:32:00.000-07:00

Are you READY for this???

Well, I am Ready for it! =)

Let's RUN!!!!!!! :D

Korean Fever

2011-09-29T10:37:00.000-07:00

Sung Si Kyung (성시경) _ Even Now (난 좋아)

geudongan eotteoke jinaenni
mureobojin motaetji geujeo eosaekhan annyeong
cham bangawotdeon neomu jjarbatdeon insaga kkeutnago
eoryeomputan mianhameul naneun boasseo

gwaenchanha gwaenchanha jinagan iringeol
neoreul bogodo utji motan iyuneun wonmangi anya
gwaenchanha gwaenchanha daman mutgo sipeo
neoegedo naneun ttatteutan gieogilkka

seoroga majimagi doegil
urin yaksokhaetjiman geujeo seuchyeogan inyeon
jugo sipeun geot juji motan geot maeume namaseo
neon tteonado nan geugose goyeo isseotji

gwaenchanha gwaenchanha jinagan iringeol
neoreul bogodo utji motan iyuneun wonmangi anya
gwaenchanha gwaenchanha daman mutgo sipeo
naro inhae neodo jogeumeun ureosseulkka

hago sipeun mari neomu manheunde
imi doraseon neoreul jabeul su eobseo

gwaenchanha ijeneun jinagan iringeol
naega gamdanghan oeroummankeum nega pyeonhaejyeotdamyeon
gwaenchanha gwaenchanha mianhaehaji ma
neon naege eonjena gomaun gieogingeol

hoksi doraogo sipdamyeon
jigeumirado nan

English Translation

I couldn't ask you how you were doing
I just said an awkward hello
When our delightful but short greetings ended
I faintly saw a sorry heart

It's alright, it's alright- it's all in the past
The reason I couldn't smile at you isn't because I despise you
It's alright, it's alright- I just want to bury it
Am I also a warm memory to you as well?

We promised each other that we would be each other's last
But we ended up just being passing by lovers
Because the things I wanted to give you still remain in my heart
Even after you left, I'm still welled up in that place

It's alright, it's alright- it's all in the past
The reason I couldn't smile at you isn't because I despise you
It's alright, it's alright- I just want to bury it
Did you cry a little because of me as well?

There are so many things I want to say
But I can't grasp you, who already turned away

It's alright, it's alright- it's all in the past
If you've become comfortable as much as I was lonely
It's alright, it's alright- don't be sorry
You're always a thankful memory to me

If by chance, you want to come back
Then even now I'm...

See-ing her cry, makes me feel so much pain. I understand how you feel sista. I feel you! I really feeeeeel you!

T_________________T

Korean Songs is SAD! #But I like!

#If I am about to die, I will listen to Korean Songs and die peacefully with my eyes close.

LOVING this!

2011-09-29T09:38:00.000-07:00

Eminem feat. Bruno Mars - Lighters

Hey! Listen to this song!

No, I can't I can't I can't stop playing this song over and over again!

Cos its keep playing again and again in my head!

I'm falling for this song.

Thx to kenneth yeo! HAHA!

[Bruno Mars]
This one's for yah and me, living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
Lift my arms out wide I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters,
A sky full of lighters,

[Eminem]
By the time you hear this I will have already had spiralled up
I would never do nothing to let you cowards to fuck my world up
If I was you, I would duck, or get struck like lightning,
Fighters keep fighting, put your lighters up, point em' skyward uh
Had a dream I was king, I woke up, still king
This rap games nipple's mine for the milking,
Till nobody else even fucking feels me, till' it kills me
I swear to god I'll be the fucking illest in this music
There is or there ever will be, disagree?
Feel free, but from now on I'm refusing to ever give up
The only thing I ever gave up using no more excuses
Excuse me if my head is too big for this building
And pardon me if I'm a cocky prick but you cocks are slick
Poppin shit on how you flipped ya life around, crock-o-shit
Who you dicks try to kid, flipped dick, you did the opposite
You stayed the same, cause cock backwards is still cock you pricks
I love it when I tell em shove it
Cause it wasn't that long ago when Marshall sat, luster lacked, lustered
Cuz he couldn't cut mustard, muster up nothing
Brain fuzzy, cause he's buzzin', woke up from that buzz
Now you wonder why he does it, how he does it
Wasn't cause he had buzzards circle around his head
Waiting for him to drop dead, was it?
Or was it, cause them bitches wrote him off
Little hussy ass, cause fuck it, guess it doesn't matter now, does it
What difference it make??
What it take to get it through your thick skulls
As if this aint some bullshit
People don't usually come back this way
From a place that was dark as I was in
Just to get to this place
Now let these words be like a switch blade to a haters rib cage
And let it be known from this day forward
I wanna just say thanks cause your hate is what gave me the strength
So let em bic's raise cause I came in 5'9, but I feel like I'm 6'8!

[Bruno Mars]
This one's for you and me, living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
Lift my arms out wide I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters,
A sky full of lighters.

[Royce Da 5'9"]
By the time you hear this I'll probably already be outtie
I advance like going from toting iron to going and buying 4 or 5 of the homies the iron man Audi
My daddy told me slow down, boy, you goin to blow it
And I aint gotta stop the beat a minute
To tell Shady I love him the same way that he did Dr Dre on the Chronic
Tell him how real he is or how high I am

Or how I would kill for him for him to know it
I cried plenty tears, my daddy got a bad back
So it's only right that I write till he can march right into that post office and tell em to hang it up
Now his career's Lebron's jersey in 20 years
I'll stop when I'm at the very top
You shitted on me on your way up
It's 'bout to be a scary drop
Cause what goes up must come down
You going down on something you don't wanna see like a hairy box
Every hour, happy hour now
Life is wacky now
Used to have to eat the cat to get the pussy
Now I'm just the cast-me-out, ow
Classic cow, always down for the catch weight like Pacquiao
Ya'll are doomed
I remember when T-Pain aint wanna work with me
My car starts itself, parks itself and autotunes
Cause now I'm in the Aston
I went from having my city locked up
To getting treated like Kwame Kilpatrick
And now I'm fantastic
Compared to a weed high
And y'all niggas just gossipin' like bitches on a radio and TV
See me, we fly
Y'all buggin out like Wendy Williams staring at a bee-hive
And how real is that
I remember signing my first deal and now I'm the second best I can deal with that
Now Bruno can show his ass, without the MTV awards gag

[Bruno Mars]
You and I know what it's like to be kicked down
Forced to fight
But tonight we're alright
So hold up your lights
Let it shine
Cause this one's for you and me, living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
With my arms out wide I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters
A sky full of lighters

Hope You and I could have a good Wednesday!

Adios! :)

她的故事，你听过了吗？

2011-09-27T23:44:00.000-07:00

在很久很久以前，她就很渴望有一段梦美义求的爱情。她相信他很快就会来接她。可是她等了好久好久却还没等到他。每次当她已经遇见她爱的，但却很可惜的对方不再是单生了。受伤的总是她一个。她觉得老天爷根本就在玩弄她。她说她好不容易才找到她爱的，可是为什么她总是来迟了？她甚至想过当别人的第三者。可是到最后她还是过于不了良心。结果她又放弃了。

其实她真的好累了。感觉上就好像只有她自己一个人傻傻的在后面追上一辆车。而这辆车一直的向前走，毫不发觉后面有人在追。她好好奇，为什么没有人看到她的影子。从来没有人发觉她的存在。

过后，有一天一位老公公问了她一个问题。他说小妹妹，你今年几岁？她说我都快二十一岁了。那位公公对着她笑了一下然后对她说，你才刚刚成人，未来的生活还有好长好长的路途。没必要但心那么多。好的男人虽然不容易找可是老天爷是公平的。你心底那么的善良，你总会遇到属于你的王子。继续等下去吧。你的诚恳总有一天会打动到神的。她听了，感到有好点。几乎提升了她的希望了呢。她却说，可是我等了很久，都快五年了！好无奈噢。老公公回答说小妹妹，可能你身边已出现了好几个的他，只是你可能错过了他们，或许你也和那一辆车子一样一路的向前跑，完全没发觉后面有一个人和你一样不停的追着车子。别怕吧，孩子。你总有一天会等到的。

她听到了觉得好惊讶，因为这个道理曾经她姐姐有告诉过她。她记得很清楚，她姐说，曾经有一位年轻人在一个没有人的岛迷失了。结果他向神祷告祈求上帝能来救他。所以他等了一下居然有一艘船来救他，但他没上船。他说我的神会来救我的，你们还是走吧。他便继续的祈祷求神去救他。过了半个小时，直升机也来了，这次救护人员也都来了。但他这次也拒绝了，不肯跟他们走。相信神会来救他。最后他便死在那岛里面。
所以嘛，这故事教会了我们，别发梦了，快起来。神从来没抛弃过你和我。他不停的想拯救你，只是你不接受他的帮助而已。结论是别怪神不帮你，是你自己的问题。
简单的来说，是你挑选太多了。不是没人选你，而是一直以来你都在选别人。 =）

结果，她跪下来跟公公两人祈祷，为彼此向神祷告。

她向神说，主啊，我祈求您可以奉献一个健康的身体给这位老公公，让他长命百岁，身壮力健。就算死了也能尽快让他与婆婆相逢，永远的在天堂过着幸福快乐的日子。

（上帝笑了一下就说，这傻孩子，真傻。。。）

终

燕晶上

S.O.S

2011-09-22T12:31:00.000-07:00

NOW, Watch THIS Video!

Please Help These Kids! They Need Your Help! Please.

Let's FIGHT for the CHILDREN's RIGHTS!

Oh Lord Have Mercy on them! I beg you Lord. ='(

P.s : If I'm rich I will go out there and spread the news and have donations to these poor kids!

NOW, STOP ~~ABUSING~~ THEM,

YOU IDIOTS!

Coming up NEXT!

2011-09-20T11:33:00.000-07:00

AUSSIE POST & PICS!

Sorry for delaying! Too many pics I took from there! Needa sort out those 17 days / 6-8 albums !
Sorry DUI BU QI! Go-me, Go-me! :D

STAY TUNED DEAR READERS!
xD

only PATTIES, PATTIES only.

2011-09-20T11:20:00.000-07:00

SHALOOOOM!

There goes my 3 days holiday! Been going out with these group of awesome people! I kinda like them! Another new gang to be formed. The PATTIES! Woohoo! The group is getting bigger ever since I've joined in. Hehe. Went to Broga, Dim Sum, Badminton, Midvalley - Carls Jr. Movie - Johnny English, snowflakes, Beer Factory, Sing K- 1U Neway, Desa Park City! Wow! 3 days I've been to all these places! Tiring but FUN! Hehe. I start to miss these peepo! They rock my world.

LOVE YOU GUYS!!

Mwah Mwahs! :D

ADIOS. CHIOSZ!

Impressive.

2011-09-15T23:31:00.000-07:00

1st Cool Film from NAMEWEE! :)

So far, this is the Best Movie in Malaysia this year. NAMEWEE, I support your script! BAGUS!

Should watch this, whoever havent watch this! =)

The song below is very soothing. The lyrics as usual for me I like. Enjoyyy.

龚柯允 - 简单的我

安静的你
安静的我
谁先开头
你的不安即使我懂
这次换我为你主动

爱了太久
爱过太多
忘了初衷
谁在乎你有多贵重
我只要你听得懂

不是分轻重
你在我的眼中
从来都不曾失败过
不需要你撑起着天空
只要你的双手包围我

我需要你给的并不多
只要你能永远陪着我
却了解我的脆弱
倾听我沉默
手心太冷你会牵着我

我需要你给的并不多
一点温柔和你的幽默
你给怎样的生活
一起走眼前再多的诱惑
依然爱我
简单的我想要的不多

hmm...~

不是分轻重
你在我的眼中
从来都不曾失败过
不需要你撑起着天空
只要你的双手包围我

我需要你给的并不多
只要你能永远陪着我
却了解我的脆弱
倾听我沉默
手心太冷你会牵着我 oh~

我需要你给的并不多
一点温柔和你的幽默
你给怎样的生活
一起走眼前再多的诱惑
依然爱我
简单的我想要的不多

简单的我想要的不多 oh ho~
我需要的只要你爱我 ohh...~
爱我

爱。

2011-09-14T03:11:00.000-07:00

真的，好可怕。

爱究竟是什么?

你可以告诉我吗?

为什么总是我爱你, 你爱她, 她爱他?

最近有人问我, 你单生了那么久,难到你不寂寞吗? 我说, 我已经习惯了...

朋友啊,

如果你遇见了对的人,那就别松开手,一定要好好的珍惜你身边的那个人...

因为相爱真的没那么简单. 　

大概还剩3个多月，就是本小姐第5年过着单身的生活了。

这里有谁能超越我的纪录呢？

看来我还是属于一个人的过每一年吧。

我的火车永远只有我一个乘客。

#sotellmewhy We ignore the ones that adore us. Adore the ones that ignore us. Loves the one who hurt us. Hurts the one who loves us.

Kenapa?

The Babes!

2011-09-13T17:16:00.000-07:00

Took me quite some time to hold the camera! Pheww! I looked retarded abit here but well its okay for me. At least finally, the 4 of us muat muat!~ Haha.

Its been a week total 1 month before I get to meet these 3 pretty Ladies since I came back from Aussie. The fact that we couldn't resist nor deny is that every time we meet we will go for nice food. We had a scrumptious dinner, dining @ Hokkhaido Ichiba. 2nd choice besides Sushi Zanmai. So, yeah. We ordered quite alot but this round we made it for our desserts! Hell yeah! Haha. After that the girls wanted to have a drink. So we went to The Library for 3 pines + 1 .5 pines (free). LOL. Imagine the 1 pine is actually the really BIG BIG pine! The Picture above shows it all. I can actually put my face in there! xD Anyway, we didn't went drunk. Towards the end of the drinking session. I got feddup and emo for certain things that bothers in my mind so I finish half of the pine (small pine) at a time. Well. Hoegaarden don't taste good at all. Taste like medicine. Lols. And then we went back to our respective homes. There goes our Sunday Night. Satisfied. ;)

Once in a while, You and I should come out and Chill and have a Drink.
Enjoy our lives yo peeps! =)

My CUP of TEA.

2011-09-13T16:53:00.000-07:00

Yeah. He is the one. The one that attracts me. The one I felt for whenever I see him in DRAMAs or in MVs! :D

His name is Joseph Chang!

张孝全

Loves. Amanda-Licious.

Just thought of it...

2011-09-13T16:00:00.000-07:00

I Kinda Miss this! Have any of you watched this Movie before?? Haha!

Hell Yeah. Its The Addams Family. xD

Yea, the answer is a NO. Thanks for telling me indirectly.

Well, for now I should Move On...

Chios! Adios! ;)

ANGER.

2011-09-10T16:15:00.000-07:00

YOU KNOW WHAT??!???

YOU HAVE JUST THROW MY HEART INTO A DUSTBIN!

I AM SO GETTING OUT OF THIS!

STOP BEING AN ATTENTION SEEKER!

GET OUT OF MY SIGHT!!!!!

THANK YOU.

The Returns - Homeland.

2011-09-09T23:32:00.000-07:00

HEY Peeps! I'm back to the hazzy desert! Yeah, don't know why so damn hazzy these few days in Malaysia. I really hope I can bring back the sky from Australia. Blue skies every day, white clouds, sunny sun and nice wind! I really miss the weather there. Why can't Malaysia have these such nice weather too?? Aihss. Anyway, I'm back! Wooohoo. Will upload all the photos that I've taken while I'm there. A blessed yet lovely 3 weeks trip over there. No regrets. That place is LOVE. Hahaha. Hmmm, went for some surveys there. They were keep promoting bout the education + migration for students. Mum kinda hint me , lol. Well we all like there. Maybe , maybe I should..I should really think about it..someday I might be one of them =)

You may say I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one. IMAGINE. (:

~~Its been a while since we met since we talked f2f and since we bbm. - uiximi~~

GOING HIKING @ APEK HILL TOMORROW!

GU-NAIGHT!! :)

Another World.

2011-08-23T22:03:00.000-07:00

This is my 3rd day breathing in another world. Aussie is a nice place. The citizen here are very educated, friendly and nice! U will never forget their " how izzit going, how r u today and see you soon /later " how good is it if malaysia people were like this! =="

The morning sun was the best damn thing that I love. The weather wasn't really cold after all. Lowest 12 degrees celcius. Winter season is nt a bad season to be here. In fact sales everywhere in the malls! Damn I shop untill I couldn't stop! Bare in mind its just the 3rd day! 2 weeks and 4 days to go!

I started to love aussie! Just that they sleep too early! 10 or latest by 11 will go to bed!!! ==: NO NIGHT LIFE mann! Healthy lifestyle they have here. lol.

Looking forward the places my uncle gonna bring us! Appreciate every minute every second here! and I MISS MAMAK food! Supper! So long din touch u d! Swtt.

Every morning got *morning calls* frm my uncle! Today : "Hey u guys come Australia is to enjoy not to sleep!" LOL!! Quite true! Alright its 12 here! I gotta sleep peeepo Good night!! :)

Take care! Mwahh!

PS : I still miss you today! Really miss you! MIXIU! :(

...Leaving

2011-08-19T11:51:00.000-07:00

Like I said from the last 2 previous post, not really that excited yet. In fact, mum was excited since past few days. I have even pack a single thing yet. Am tired, lazy and I'm sick. Which I shouldn't be sick by now.

Bacterias u gotta leave me ASAP. Or else I'll will be suffered like hell over there in these winter season.

I hope I didn't miss out anything. Where all my plans will work accordingly without any problem, except of getting sick. = ="

Planning to bring my biggest red luggage bag with a hand luggage! :P But I was still deciding whether to bring my laptop along??! Yes? No?? I bet I will take lotsa pics untill my sony-sexy-red runs out of memory. Maybe. LOL. Anyway, gonna get my lazy ass to pack once I'm off from work later. (;

By the time you guys reading this, I might be already in the plane. I'll miss you guys. 3 weeks gonna be real fast. Just wait for me to come back and bring you guys the good news!

Ps : Gonna miss my Sing Cock Talk Song gang the most!! Arghh! You guys are my opportunity cost! (2nd best choice to be forgone) =( Must wait for me to be back yo! Missing each of you!

I bet you readers should know where is this place right?!

Yeap, will be touching down to Sydney for my 1st stop.

Its going to be end Winter and then Spring till I reach my 2nd stop at Melbourne.

Hope that its gonna be a real blessed yet enjoyable journey in Australia. =)

Gonna abandon my Lil Bloggie for these period of time. Hopefully I found Wifi there if possible will catch up with you guys from there. Cheers and Goodbye Peeeppo!

MISS ME!!!

I WILL BE BACK very SOON! :D

Ps :To the special one. I will be missing you everyday every minute and every second. XOXO

Loves,

Amanda-Licious.

Just too Fragile...

2011-08-18T15:41:00.000-07:00

Life is Fragile... ... .

I had a shock. When I heard the news.
Friend's dad passed away last night. It happens too fast, too sudden.
I still find it hard to accept the fact. The fact of loosing someone who are so dear to you.
The one who raise you up, the one who took care of you and the one who taught you to be a better person.
Don't know why am I so down to hear bout this. I'm sorry to hear that friend.
I think she must be really sad now... my deepest condolences..!

Girl, don't be too depress. We will always support you and surround you.
You can always call me when you needed help.
We understand all the hardships that you will be facing in the future.
Any problem do share it out, don't always keep it to yourself.
We will try our best to help you. Stay Strong girl.

R.I.P Uncle Tan.

Life is Fragile. We may not know what will happen tomorrow, when is the time to go.
God will take you away, when it is time to leave this earth.
Once you're gone, nothing is left.
Everything is gone and empty.
A body without a soul. =\

Every breath counts, every moment matters. Life is God's gift to our planet. A lifetime is not enough for us to know ourselves. Yet we waste time in perverse pleasures, unmindful of our own beauty. If you are not living your life to the fullest, you are missing something.

Let's begin to appreciate every moment and every seconds of our life.

Cheers.

Ps : Take Care dearest Friend! *Hugs*

I didn't know...

2011-08-17T12:03:00.000-07:00

Things that I didn't know before this....Things that I know by now.

I didn't know I love Jazz.

I didn't know I felt in love with Oldies, Classical Musics.

I didn't know I love to have candle light dinner with a man.

I didn't know my dream place is Rome, Italy.

I didn't know I am a Romantic person.

I didn't know I love to see you in formal.

I didn't know that I love see-ing you being gay with that gay look.

I didn't know you were in my mind most of the time.

I didn't know you appeared in my dreams at night.

I didn't know I like you a little bit more slowly day by day.

I didn't know I'll be leaving in 2 days time.

I didn't know I'm not completely excited about it.

I didn't know I love Malaysia this much.

I didn't know I miss every single thing here.

I didn't know whether I can still see you before I chaoz.

I didn't know, I didn't know, how much will I miss you.

A lot - A lot - Perhaps. :)

I will Make a Wish

and

...that If ever I did crossed your mind

and I will certainly be glad for it...

....The End.

illustrator.

2011-08-16T14:52:00.000-07:00

3 more days. Wish me all the best!

BYE!

BYE!

Good Songs to Share.

2011-08-12T00:35:00.000-07:00

The Music Video was good! The Lyrics and melody was superb! *thumbs up*
Enjoy !! ;)

''....每次遥望天空，我都有勇气再相信，总有一天，我会拥有一段真正属于自己的爱情... .."

It BOTHERS me.

2011-08-11T17:06:00.000-07:00

Since that few months untill now, am still fantasizing bout you. Why eh?? Those imagination keep playing on and on in my mind. The more it runs in my brain the more I feel like see-ing you. I believe it might happen one day but its a bit wrong to happen tho. We're friends now, and in future too I'm sure of this. You told me before you had the same dream / fantasized bout me before too. But...so what?! It was only just a Dream. Once we wake up, everything is gone....just like a crumple of mist, blown to a far far place.

Right here I'm wishing & wishing, just wishing that you could just give me a big hug , just right before I leave.... Can you??

8 days left. Peepppo. Am saying Goodbye soon... ..

Should be :) or :( ??!

I Don't Know!!! Continue my work...
Byeee for now.

Soon...

2011-08-08T00:42:00.000-07:00

11 days....

Time is Running.

2011-08-03T11:30:00.000-07:00

Apparently....

....there are no time for Losers.

Heyy. Its been quite some time since I last updated. Life has been good. There were actually too much of stuff running in my mind recently. Decisions. Problems to be solve. Excitement? Happy and sad at the same time-Mixed feelings. Though there were some issues that are not solve yet. Which I hope to I could clear it off, before its too late. The worst thing is, its not floating but keeps me sinking. Time-Time-Time!! I need time to get rid of this. Keep reminding myself these days - not to care too much of the people who don't care for u at all. Stop planting the silliness and stupidity in your own. Don't waste time anymore when you know it won't work. Trying my utmost best , diverting my attention and focus onto other more important stuff. Some more important decisions that have to make. From the beginning God has already have a plan for each of us, but in the end the decision is yours. Which path to follow, decide yourself. May God Bless me. *finger-crossed*

Been quite active updating in TUMBLR and Tweeting lately. Not going to of course to abandon my little Blogspot site here. Those who follows my twitter and as well as tumblr ( just open this account recently), I believe u will get more updates from me, if you ever thought of catching up with me. Facebook has been good before this, but to the extend of it, its getting a bit too public now. So, wont really update more on it besides uploading photos among friends, liking status, dropping a msg or comment on their walls. Anyhow, u still could keep me updated from all these sources Facebook-Twitter-Blogspot or even Tumblr! :D

Well, almost half of my dreams had finally came true. The rest of it am still chasing for it, hoping that I could fulfill what I wished with my own capabilities. The things that you're striving it on your own is always better than getting it depending on someone. Your want it your dreams to come true then Just do it! Nobody would force you, but its all thats in you. =)

About 2 more weeks to go...am getting ready. Hope I could explore something different this time round in this long holiday tour and also make the best decision out of it without any hesitation.
Believe I will enjoy the remaining months, starting to appreciate my days from this month on wards. ;)

Till here. See ya on the next post.

CIAO [:

Recent Taiwanese Drama

2011-07-24T22:27:00.000-07:00

*Whistle*

醉后决定爱上你 - Love You

I love the Male Main character. He is so my type. *DROOLS*

Rainie Yang is still doing her best untill today.

Story Line is good!

so,

Wat are u still waiting for?

Download and watch ! :D

26moredaysleft and I'mleavingedi !!!

Ps: The dude is coming back soon! After nearly a year.
Finally!! =)

The lazy updates.

2011-07-20T23:22:00.000-07:00

HEYLOW!!! ITS BEEN A GREAT WEEK HERE! :D

#Somewordsyoujustcan'tdeny#

The Moment.

2011-07-18T01:02:00.000-07:00

The moment you'll Treasure Someday.

.......by the time u browse back the pictures u've captured, u will start to miss those moments that u treasure.

Attended my colleagues's wedding @ Muar last saturday.

She indeed did shared with me before her wedding comes.

How she went through having all the relationship problems, journey of a test in fate and destiny.

For 7 years they have been together. They did break up in between. But who knows?

Today they've finally got married (16/7/2011)

To Loved / To Be Loved

In the end. It is your choice.

If you ever believe in Fate & Destiny.

He / She will come back to you if the both of u are meant to be ONE.

If it is not yours, it will never be.

Congratulations to the Both of you!!! : D

Selamat Pengantin Baru!

新婚快乐 ♥

So,

Another women has got married.

She have taken.

Single Ladies are getting lesser

How about u? Have u found ur soul-mate?

Gifted Voices ♫

2011-07-12T22:21:00.000-07:00

BOOM!
Guess what guys?!

Its Jayesslee performing in City Harvest Church for the very 1st time just few days ago.

So, right now. I suggest u guys just spare 20 minutes for this 2 video clips. Its worth 20 minutes of your life.

Believe me. No regrets. You will be Blessed.

Jayesslee shared their story in City Harvest Church..

what a touching and inspiring testimony,

sharing about her mum. Watch it. =)

♫ "...Everybody fall sometimes, that you will find the strength to rise.... " ♫ Amen.

Songs that inspired you and me. Songs that says ''What Faith Can Do''. If you have a little bit of Faith to God, He can turn your situation around, He can change your life around. Have Faith in Him.
Wherever you are today. Hope He Blesses You.

God really Loves You!!

The Remaining Days.

2011-07-12T10:11:00.000-07:00

Counting On...

3 8 more DAYS

Soon...my friends... ~~Dont~~ miss me. ok?!
Appreciate the time now.

RED will always be my LOVE.

KICKAPOO

The Joy Juice. ;)

Single TeeS.

2011-07-12T01:50:00.000-07:00

I dont know whether have u guys think about this...
Being alone for too long, gradually started to have a mindset where you are afraid or maybe u have forgotten how do u felt in love again. To differentiate between falling in love because u have that "he/she is the one" feeling or u have been feeling lonely all the while and so u found someone around u that makes u think that he/she is the one or he/she has been getting along with u all this while, and u both were close enough to be one. So how could u define whether u falls into which categories ??? How could u define among the categories which is the one u are supposedly to pick.

After finally u've been able to define yourself you are into whom, are u firm enough to make that decision?!
Some said, "awh..C'mon just let the thing roll it in. Start the fire before it is too late"
Then u might think getting to know each other before a relationship or started a relationship then only u get along with ur partner. So, which to go 1st??
But of course its always depending on individuals. Just thought of this question before, while I ponder awhile and asking myself in confusion. What will be the 2nd opinion from u guys?

Have u ever wonder when will he/she appear??

Have u ever confuse with ur own instinct?

Do you ever trust your own senses or feelings ?

Have ur mind ever pops-up all these questions before??

Ps: If you 're reading this, you could drop a comment, if u feel like to. Your opinions are greatly appreciated. =)

Alright. Its time to hit the sack. Good Night Readers! ;)

Quickie Days

2011-07-08T15:11:00.000-07:00

IF YOU BELIEVE THAT WAS ~~MY LIPS~~.LOL.

HEY! HEY! How u guys been doing lately?! My days were quite an occupied one. Been busy with work and outings lately. And the worst thing is that am really broke now. =( Thinking the fact that when u have started working and u'll have to bare the cost. Its like slowly u are carrying the burden on your own. Begins with a lighter one till it increases as the days comes by. Couldn't imagine after few more years that it is my turn to take hold the parent's burden. Pheww. But that is the process right?! We have grown up while our parents are getting older. That is for sure its our responsibilities to carry the weight of the family when it is time.

So, was telling myself maybe it is time to start and have a financial planning. Though Money doesn't represents everything, but it is important for everyone of us. The reality world. Just when you realized u need a big amount of $ for emergency use. Same goes to what had happened recently to my family. Both the parents got infected by dengue fever. From that period of time, both me and my sister experienced our most stressful yet exhausted week in this year. Quarreling, arguments between the siblings while the parents were been hospitalized for nearly a week. As we all know government hospitals always delay and keep u waiting for HOURS, even u are under an emergency case. Sigh. So coming back what I'm trying to say here is that, when u have money u will get rescued immediately, if u are poor u'll need to stuck there and waited to be rescued. As u came across with all the things that is involve in money, u will start to agree with me that money is important. (Wealth = An insurance for your health.) Let's work hard from now on, just when u realized not everyday is smooth sailing and each of us do have our rainy days or hardship that comes by.
Friends, Be still and stay strong when there are hurdles ahead of us. By God's glory and blessing, I know I should not worry too much, for tomorrow He is already there. =)

Hehe. Feeling excited as August is approaching very soon. Preparing myself to take a break, 1 month + to go till i get to see what's outside of this world. Always have this thought that when u get the chance to see the world outside with your own naked eyes, there is where u start to believe life isn't as dull as what u think it is. Dreams will come true if u Believe it will. Though I never expect too much, I don't have much confidence, coz I hate disappointment, but I still keep a little hope to believe. At least a small Faith is better than feeling hopeless.
I'm not a perfectionist but I still believe there are rooms for improvement. ;)

How About You?

Quote of the day :
The end of one story is always a beginning of another story. For everything u lose, you'll always gain something better. Believe! Don't torture yourself with memories of the past, sometimes no matter how much you wish things could be just like before, it won't be anymore. Time is passing by everyday, people do change at a different age in a different stages of our life. MOVE ON... ....!!!

Pictored.

2011-06-25T01:48:00.000-07:00

The only 3 Pics taken with Tiffie

Year 2010

Especially for Tiffie.

Tiffie, you must stay strong ya. God will sew back your heart, even there is a hole there. He will heal you with his healing hands. Take away all your pain .

Dont't give up. Waiting for your speedy recovery and miss the time playing with you, even u did bite my finger before. Nevermind. Go ahead. lol *HUGS*

*pray hard, have faith* - Joanne Chew & Josiah Lim. =)

***

Right now,

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I dont care, tomorrow gonna kill my time with this!! :)

Meeting the best friends from ktar. Anticipating to meet them.

Its been a while. I miss them so much. =)

By the way,

perhaps for quite some time already.

Oyasuminasai NamjaQingu. (:

(55 more days to go) Jia you! =p

Life Like This.

2011-06-21T00:00:00.000-07:00

Past few days ago, I woke up from a dream. A dream that will never happened in real life. Just like how it is. Things do change but it wont take too much transform. The world would change, indeed changing already, but we are still treating it as normal, taking things for granted. Somehow, me is me and you is still you. Each of us do play a role, having a purpose in our life. Life still moves on, even there were natural disasters. I smiled and told myself. Awhhh, come'on it is just a dream....

You're are still who you are now.

Ohh yeah, POOL time! You just enjoy playing this game, when you've got that ohmn to play.

This is fun for me. I dont know why, but its just FUN la. :D

Let's just hold the stick and poke that ball.

*HeeeeHaaaaaa*

Sometimes, u just gotta chill a bit. Was at Library. There was a band on a saturday night. Good singer, nice music, ambience there was good too.

Got a bit tipsy after having some beer. But I enjoyed. Once a while, you would want to take a break, chilling out. Distressed maybe?! ;)

It was my 1st time meeting Mr. NATE! Cute and handsome boii! Its like finally since after Cassandra Wong became someone's auntie. HAHA. Btw, Nice meeting u Nate! ;)

I still remember when was the 1st time I had this with. A buddy who used to be my listener and cheered me up. :) Its been almost a year didn't sit down and have a good chat with him. And he is still in UK, still haven't get his ass back yet! Faster come back lo. Swt.
Okay, SUBWAY! I am Now craving for this! I'm still hungry after dinner. What to do?! I eat a lot lately. = ="
Amanda Low, oh Amanda Low!

Sometimes, Someone just need Somebody.
But bear in mind. Be ethical and rational.
What you are interested now doesn't mean it is right.
Back off, before your guiltiness hits you.
Impossible will never be possible.
Be clear. Back to reality.
We were just friends.

Patience. Just 2 more months to go.
Focus on your work!
GAMBATEH Low Yin Ching!!!
Dont think so much already.
NitesSs.

Truth.

2011-06-15T22:46:00.000-07:00

Anyhow, just keep Smiling.

Believing that there were someone on this earth had an even worst day than we do.

Holding on.

Something very True.

2011-06-01T23:12:00.000-07:00

Life so far.

2011-05-31T23:24:00.000-07:00

Alright. Its been close to a month since I last updated. As promised, not gonna trash my blog and so here it is. Its time to Blog! This job / career has been a blessing to me. Really wana praise and thank God that I've found this company. Its Faith and Fate too. Still could remember the minute I've done the interview. I was thrilled, excited to start working in the design company. I enjoyed much. Everyday facing different things. See-ing how they plan, discuss, nominating designers and project managers. Setting up proposals and waiting for results till you are picked by them and awarded the letter of award, confirmation and then started designing, with the guidance and directions by project manager. Not to left out, our suppliers and contractors. working on together. Find it comfortable fitting myself in there, though boss told me I'm still under probation, but soon to be permanent state. Colleagues were fun, nice, friendly. There are times to play, laugh, joke and there are time too to be serious at work. ;)

If u spotted my name @ the bottom.

Kind of happy that my name was on the company profile.

Just don't know why. I feel like I'm part of this company tree already.

;)

As my boss always told us, at the end of the day it is you who chooses to be here. Its your choice to treat this as your job or your career. Work happily, enjoy the process and start growing as you come out to this society. Throw away the school boy / girl mentality. Its time to learn, absorb knowledge. He always said work doesn't care about your age. Is your willingness and capabilities. Learn before u take hold any responsibility and there is where you will gain your experience. Practice your initiative and carried out the best of your part. Always contribute your suggestions, your point of view will be greatly appreciated. Be yourselves and improve your weaknesses. He told me, he will always catch those weaknesses and make it to be our strength. LOL. *scary*

But, honestly. Thats is what I want. Who doesn't want to be a better person?! I believe he is a good manager or in fact a fit leader in the company. By God's grace and blessing to be upon me, I'm really thankful. Even though, it may be after 2 or 3 years time, I'm no longer staying there but proudly to say no regrets. A place to build your Attitude, your Career. If the good character is in you, it will stick with u for the rest of you life till you're old. So yea, being hardworking won't kill a person. You will be looked up, if there is something in you. Education and work is a 2 different thing. So, buck up, there are still hopes even you had a bad cgpa or u failed ur test. Its all depending on individual. To give yourself a CHANCE or a NO. Don't loose grip on what is in your hands. Grab every opportunity, never say no on trying.

So far, my boss has been a blessing to me and i believe to the company as well. These were somewhat I've caught during this period since I joined.

Keep Moving!!~

Ps : Work on the efforts if u want your dreams come true. (=

Less than 3 months till a part of my dreams came true.

*Overwhelmed with excitements*

SEE Ya! ;D

Something beautiful.

2011-05-08T23:51:00.000-07:00

Hi Bloggers. The Bangsar world. Feeling so peaceful with this place. Just couldn't imagine I ended up here.
A beautiful morning. When I saw this, it amazed me. No editing but pure sky with the sunshine. No effects but notice there were layers of clouds there. And I pretty like the little red traffic light icon. * spot the red patch*

This was one of the views I captured from my workplace. Lovely blue sky. I wish every morning is just the same as that day.

Hoping this burden will be lifted up.

And every morning when I wake up, what motivates me is the enthusiasm of making my dreams come true.
4 more months from now on. So, DRAGGING myself to wake up early and start the tired routine again. Till on.

Nites.

Pivoine's 21st ♡

2011-05-07T15:32:00.000-07:00

The before and after effect. The left pic was 1 year ago. Can u recall back?! How things have change now and we still catching up with each other. Really glad bout it. :D

Meeting up with them makes me recall back our TARC times. Missing those days studying, assignments, exams, holidays, outings and celebrations. So memorable. Enjoyed that journey.

A pretty one, my laughing partner!

Better wear that chain when the next time I see u! Haha.

Happy 21st birthday!!! ^^

See. The both of them so sweet now. Looking back the time when I 1st saw them in the train. No conversation to one another, keeping quiet all the way till the destination . Arguments and arguments. But now how things have changed. They are getting sweeter. Wishing the both of u keeps stronger bonding with one another and lovely as always.

1st time metting Lionel- spot the checker shirt. LOL. 2 pairs of lovely birds. Heehee.

No matter how things have gone harden or bumpy, the friendship is still there. If u still care, nothing will ever change though we are changing mentally. Treasure your friends. They will be your greatest companion from young till old, if u still keep contact.

Sentimental

2011-05-03T23:44:00.000-07:00

You know what...

Nevermind ,

Just call it a day. Goodnight. (:

A new piece.

2011-04-27T23:35:00.000-07:00

Phewwwwwit. Finally tonight could really settle down myself sitting right in front of the comp and start to blog a bit. It had been a real hectic week to me. Busy packing and shifting office these few days. Not much free time to do my own things. Started this new job not long ago, in an interior design company. The reason why is because I really wanted to try something new in a different field. Though its not like those big company but this is the reason too I've chosen to stay here. Smaller company could at least handle more task hand-in-hand more on our own. More job + Bigger responsibility = More experience.

So who cares right that u have a lot work but at the same time u can learn more, expose more. Now back to the external part of this company:- Boss being long winded and he likes to held on meeting mostly 3-4 times per week. He always mumble a lot but to the extend on what his nags were quite true which I agree too. He encourage us to practice more mistakes in order to pick up the right ones. The 3 main big words that set to be our reminders: - Responsibility , Attitude & Professional . Hmm, I believe there will be more things to explore in this place. Designers were cool, in-house designs. 1st time seeing how everything flows in those layout plans. Nice. Still looking forward more, hoping that could have more chance to visit those site locations. Interesting. Let's see how this field could 'shape' or 'sharpen' me inside out. Hahaha.

Its time! Nites every-bodey. :)

2011-04-16T01:18:00.000-07:00

Lazy. Tired. Music will be my companion.
When you can't think of anything while u needed to. Try jumping up and down, listen to your favourite song. It does help a lot. Thats what I do to keep myself awake and energetic.
Music is my booster. :)What say you??

Monday gonna start work d!! Arghhh. Already can feel the tired-ness rushing over. Hope this time will be a challenging one. Opportunity is here AMANDACHING! As expected, its a good deal. So appreciate it. Hold on to it for the sake of making your dreams come true, u must sacrifice. Focus on your goals and put aside of what is not in your priority list. Have faith! God, can u read me?? Nobody else here know what is going on actually, but only You did.
Thank You Jesus. You're always the best of the BEST. :P

Its 1.15 already. Gonna pack my stuff already. I gotta run. Miss me okayy!!

Back to december

2011-04-13T22:06:00.000-07:00

Not to missed out. Had awesome birthday celebration last year with the family and babes!!! Entering to the age of number 2o. Had a good one. Thank You so much. ♥

:)

Random stuffS

2011-04-09T02:16:00.000-07:00

Just feel like sharing this out. Those rescuers finally found back this owner's dog after 2nd time earthquake struck Japan. Earthquake again. Disasters, why again?? Why can't just give them some peace?! Its enough already. Praying that all these victims will have a speedy recovery for those who are injured badly physically, mentally and emotionally. Grant them more and more strength and wisdom! They really need support from people around the world. Let's don't stop praying for them. PrayforJapan.

Yeap, Its Annie Paan & Cassy Wong. Cass finally sent her car for bathing! lol! I bet blackie feels happy once again, so as the owner! Hiakk. (:

Say hi to my tired eyes! = =''

where are you?!

LoL. Ciaos. Nights.

Something Irresistible.

2011-04-06T04:31:00.000-07:00

Heyyy there! Its time...its time to talk bout FOOD now! *starving*

Tomato Pan Mee @ Ceggo Food Station ,Tmn Desa.
If u are a tomato lover u will like it. Believe me, u will LIKE it! hoho.

Banana Leaf rice @ SS18. Not too bad! :)

Okonomiyaki! @Sunway pyramid, asian avenue. The box is cute and the its delicious! Go try!!

Small babies LaLa! and 酸辣菜! Homecook! hehe.

My all time favourite! Mcd breakfast - Sausage Mcmuffin! yummmey!

SS15, Yukee Bakuteh. Berrryyy nice! Worth trying!

Top- Mulberries, some kinda fruit that regain antioxidant to our body.Its sweet and sour!
Bottom - Homecook Tom yam mihun. :P

KimChi Jiygae! @ ampang point. Highly recommended for those who craves for Korean food. The portion is big and price reasonable. :D

Are you a food lover?! I'm definitely one! Be good to your tummy at times, it shall turn on your mood with nice food. Yuuuuuummeh! ♥

"BURRRRRRRRRRRRP....."

*excuse me, dash!!!*

没有如果

2011-04-06T01:15:00.000-07:00

人生就像地球一样每天不停的旋转。唯一在这世上不能改变的是世界每天都不停的在改变。

朋友啊朋友，原来这世界是那么复杂的。有的时候不想这么做，但却因为必须要所以硬着头皮也必要完成。听了很多，看了也蛮多。人大了都会改变，是好是坏脸是单是双的又谁能知道。所以呀做人留点童真好一点，做回自己永远是最好的，舒服自在的多了。如果做人能简简单单，没有烦恼就好咯。

有时都在想如果真的有一部时光机那该多好呢？能够回到快乐的回忆里永远永远停留在那里。：）

但，这一切只能是如果。

Support, Support !

2011-03-31T00:44:00.000-07:00

Dear Lord Jesus, I pray that you may grant Japan the peace, love, wisdom and strength. For what had happened- the disasters of earthquake and tsunami that hit Japan, followed by the nuclear power plant explosion. I humbly ask for your divine mercy. Please save Japan from the sufferings. Lord, wipe away the tears of those who are weeping, fill them strength of those who are surviving ,dying and give hope to those who are loosing it and never give up.

アーメン

JAPAN がんばって! ♥

God Loves U =)

Mind talking.

2011-03-24T00:13:00.000-07:00

Its rather disappointing that the one u expected to be your role model is not showing you good examples. Sometimes you do need people who sees and understand the whole situation to back up you. Maybe I should rephrase this, needed someone closer to give more guidance, advices that motivates you. Sad to say your attention never be me. Things that u should care for, u didn't really do, whatever things that in relation to the one who is so important to u now, u would care so much more than the one u should be. Maybe u are becoming more and more depending on him nowadays. Which I think is not a really good thing. Still remember one Sunday pastor mentioned this, "We don't need anyone to makes us feel happy, happiness comes from your heart but not from anyone else. " It struck me the minute I meditate in this sentence.

Always hope that u will be stronger than me. Focus more on what is even more important to u. This world is not only u and him alone. There are still a lot people called family and friends. What really matters is how u yourself live with the human nature that surrounds you but not how u let them to control you and your feelings. No matter how things have let u down try not to stay put there and ended up emotional and then keep going deep deep down. Always wish that u would influence me more of the positive side. Stay happier, not let the downside pulls u down.

This is not about jealousy nor being judgemental, just what I noticed and what has been in my mind all this while.

Anyhow, things won't always go well as what we expected and how we wanted it to be crafted.

Its a matter of leaving it, accepting it or changing it.

Existence.

2011-03-19T00:54:00.000-07:00

Yes, she does exist. Its just a matter of time u felt like running away from things of u doesn't want to face at a moment. Yes she knew. Avoidance will never help. But we just need some time or perhaps a lot of time to face it. Setbacks and Failures. One after another. Though its sad and ugly knowing that u failed completing the race but it made u realizes there are so much more that u have to learn from it. Feeling discourage it is, but be glad that u fell down before cause there is the time for u to stand firm once again. Gaining back the momentum for u to reassure once more where you are heading to. Believe it or not. She always wished all that happened were just a dream. Well, life is still life. Reality is here. Be prepared but not keep slacking. There are still more hurdles to go. Back to the starting point.

Just need a little bit more of Faith, Strength and wisdom from you, O Lord.

You know me well more than anyone else from this earth. [=

The Returns of Her

2011-03-17T00:12:00.000-07:00

Hello PEEPs!

I'm BACK!!! Felt sorry to abandoned my blog for MONTHS. Its time to get back on track with this little bloggie. Alright, the so called opening of the 1st post in year 2011. Did some changes to the background and layout. How u guys find it?! Its satisfying for me! HOHO. A time to re-continued back things where have not been updated here. Thought of closing down this site at 1st, but there are just too much memories behind in this blog that I don't wish to be erase off. Reading back the old post, reminiscing the past is just one of the best thing to do. Agree? See-ing how time flies and how things have changed. No matter things have gone from good to bad or even from bad to worst, life is still moving on. So, I guess this blog could accompany me continue this journey ~~to the centre of the earth~~..lol. oh nono should be journey of amanda's life. (=

Meanwhile, just a recent pic of myself to kick start the 1st post of the year. WOOTS! :D

Do you still remember this face?! ( ;

The Ohmm''

2010-12-07T03:00:00.000-08:00

HARLLO HUMANS.

Even though there has been some changes around here. But the blogger believes that nothing will ever changes her in God's heart. What happen next, just let it be.

"There should never be a reason to want to end your life or feel you have failed at something. As long as you're alive whatever is broken you can fix but when you are gone all you can do is watch. So please don't feel down, your wings may be damaged but you can still fly." Yeap, this will be my reminder. =)

Just another song that attracted me. Maybe the lyrics do sounded emo but the melody is comforting. If you guys understand what is this song all about..do spend some time to feel it. Coz I felt it. A word of expression. Don't you think so? ( ;

《脆弱》
唱：謝安琪曲：方大同詞：李焯雄編曲 / 監製 : 周博賢
我脆弱像泡沫碰泡沫被戳破
我陷落像漩渦的漩渦絞碎但活著
不斷在剝落有個我被吞沒

我脆弱像薄膜擠薄膜快壓破
自信過像蛋殼被輾過
我還能相信些什麼
當承諾和溫柔都被揮霍
剩我一個一個人執著又算什麼

那麼為什麼是我我真的脆弱
記憶丟石頭偷襲便逃走
為什麼我不覺得快樂也不覺得難過
為什麼而活愛又算什麼
好多假動作我們都寂寞

我脆弱像粉末吹粉末在散落
我愛過但寂寞更飽和
我還能相信些什麼
當承諾和溫柔都被揮霍
剩我一個一個人執著又算什麼

那麼為什麼是我我真的脆弱
記憶丟石頭偷襲便逃走
為什麼我不覺得快樂也不覺得難過
為什麼而活愛又算什麼
好多假動作我們都寂寞

是否已錯過最好的下一個
那會不會你錯過我各自生活被放錯了角落
為何總是覺得有點不妥
不知道缺少了什麼
花自開又自落

為什麼是我（我真的脆弱）
我真的脆弱（命運丟石頭）
命運丟石頭（偷襲便逃走）
偷襲便逃走（為什麼）
為什麼（我沒有想些什麼）
我沒有想些什麼（念頭自動出沒）
WO （都由不得我 )
AH (就算有人愛我) 就算有人愛我

太少人懂我寂寞等於我

♥_♥

*Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell....* Christmas is drawing near...

H0H0!~ What do YOU wish for Christmas?? =b

Till here, time for bed.

Nites! Sweet Dreams PEEoOPLE!!~

Don't ask, Please.

2010-11-25T01:52:00.000-08:00

Harlo WORLD!!!

In dire need of YOU, Chocolates!!!!!!!! TT.TT

enough is enough.

WAKE UP la Wuiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!! >.<

Bear with it.

2010-10-16T18:22:00.000-07:00

When you realize , what I've just realize.

Life is fragile.

We may not know what is going to happen next.

Money couldn't buy happiness.

What really matter is the bond that is intact between the one you needed.

The whole picture.

2010-10-07T21:49:00.000-07:00

原来是多余的。

错在自己还拿着不放。

连自己都不明白，Baka!!！

就这样吧, 习惯就好。

>.<

In Him and through Faith in Him we may approach God with freedom and confidence.

Ephesians 3 : 12

Moving Forward?

2010-10-04T02:25:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, we just have to let go. When everything has became a past.

Memories would be the best thing in my life.

Keep moving cause time is taking away.

Yea, problematic but at least it did brightened up your day. d=

When the Old has gone, the new has come.

Everyone is changing. In fact, I am too.

We have grown up. Learning our lesson.

Feeling empty?! =(

No matter how, life still gotta move on.

Trying my very BEST. （＝

Ps : When words fail, Music Speaks.

Every song do have their own stories.

XOXO

Just a Short one.

2010-09-30T21:43:00.000-07:00

Holla everyone!!

Right now having my semester break after a tiring "battle". LOL.

Phewww....Thank God I'm still in 1 piece!!! Keke.

Still remember that day, I was in the room facing all the notes.

Then suddenly, "POPPPPPPP, PoPPPP, POOOOOPP"

Yeah, nice fire works just right infront of my house!!! =D

Woohooo! Thank God for Raya day. (=

Though we might feel weird at times,

but this is just the way it is.

we need to accept the fact,

is either YES or NO.

When it doesn't respond at all.

So just let it be.

Coz it really doesn't matter anymore.

MOVE ON! (:

Message of the day : Praying that God will bless each one of us to have a good day,

in terms of physically, mentally and emotionally.

Miss me, do you???

I miss my FRIENDS!!!!

[Amanda-Licious]

" Invisible. YAY! "

Tomorrow

2010-09-19T13:42:00.000-07:00

当明天，变成了今天

成为了昨天，

最后成为记忆里不再重要的某一天。

我们突然发现自己，

在不知不觉之间，已被时间推着向前走。

这不是在静止火车里，仿佛自己正在前进的错觉

而是我们真实的

在成长这件事情里，

变成了另外一个自己。

Tomorrow is Another Day

每一天, 都要和今天过的不一样

每一件曾经感动, 曾经失落, 曾经改变自己的事情

所有的所有, 每一种情绪

都是存在着这里。 ( =

Tomorrow is another day

Let's put the sorrows away

Let the music celebrate

Our friendship will never fade =P

[Amanda-Licious]

" Smileeeeeee yo! ;) "

What Matter Most.

2010-08-27T23:41:00.000-07:00

HARLO!!! :D

Yeah, JESUS ROCKS!! =P

Barney singing : I Love You, You Love Me, We Are Happy Family.

;)

Learnt a lot. Different culture, different people , different perspectives.

Firstly, felt like I'm really lost in the "jungle" Lol!=="

and I will try my best in communication wise.

2 weeks till its Finals. Gonna work extra hard for it.

YOYO! BINs and for those who are having exams,

let's TAMBAH MINYAK!

Shell V-Power?! Or Petronas??! =P

Trying my best to have some changes.

So, how bout you guys???!

Hoping that everyone do have a great weekend ahead.

Let's SMILE!

*Says HEEEEEEHAAAAAA*

( ;

[Amanda-Licious]

" The New Chapter "

ME-mories

2010-08-21T15:51:00.000-07:00

Pieces of Me, Pieces of You.

Pictures tells it all.

When two or more have come together, there is no fear upon it.

We loved, We shared, We enjoyed.

Receive it with a willing heart.

Because God tells me so.

Health is important.

without a good health, we couldn't walk into our daily life.

Be strong because u will pass through it.

Smile and shine for Jesus.

Have faith in Him.

Even though the faith you have is as small as a mustard seed,

He will definitely help you, no matter how.

Because He says,

"For God so love the world that he gave his one and only Son,

that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."

John 3 : 16

Finals is around the corner.

GAMBATEH to all BIN mates!!!

;)

Remembrance

2010-08-13T20:27:00.000-07:00

No matter how hard, let's just have faith in Him.

Live life to the fullest.

Sun is shining brightly ahead of us.

Hope is arriving. :D

[Amanda-Licious]

" Perseverance "

Appreciate it.

2010-07-30T23:52:00.000-07:00

Check this out 1st , before the next one!~ ;)

At the same time, all of us are learning our lesson.

Experiencing different stages of life as time goes by.

Giving up already??! NO!!!!

Thinking out of the box makes you feels better.

Because in the end you will realizes that indeed,

no one is perfect except Our Almighty Lord Jesus.

Thank God For Friday.

Hope everyone is doing fine.

Appreciate your time with your love ones. <=

;)

[Amanda-Licious]

" We are still in 1 piece, Amen!"

The Eager-ness

2010-07-18T17:42:00.000-07:00

Yeah! Having the Urge to blog now!!

WoohooOOoooo!

I'm doing fine. Blessed by the Lord each time when I feel like giving up. No matter what, just don't give up my fellow friends. God is there to help us and lead us His way. Let's just Smile no matter how bad that day it is. I may not know what u are facing now. But please remember this, you are so blessed because you get to experienced the hardest way in your Life. You tend to struggle and then you learnt things from it.

YOU CAN DO IT! I can! So why not you?!

Just put a little FAITH in Him!!! Good things are going to happen in YOU!

YES!! YOU! ;)

Don't believe me?!!! Believe in GOD! =D

Curious of why I'm able to survive in this entire period of time?!

It is all because of this 2 versus. It is my 'Daily Bread' that keeps me moving. ;)

I ask you therefore, not to be discouraged because of my sufferings for you, which are your glory. Ephesian 3 : 13

Confident of your obedience, I write to you, knowing that you will do even more than I ask.

Philemon 21

[Amanda-Licious]

" Praise The Lord" xD

Share Your Music.

2010-07-13T08:04:00.000-07:00

来不及-罗忆诗

习惯一个人看戏习惯一个人旅行
习惯一个人静静想你
想你现在在哪里想你会为谁担心
想你是否已忘记
忘记那段爱情忘记那颗泪滴
忘记了所有不该忘的回忆
我来不及将你的手紧紧握着
对你说我只想要我们能快乐
曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么
怎么我微笑着心却是痛的
我来不及将记忆中的你消除了
我明白错过的从此难以复合
如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的
那么重新选择是不是来不及了

忘记那段爱情忘记那颗泪滴
忘记了所有不该忘的回忆
我来不及将你的手紧紧握着
对你说我只想要我们能快乐
曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么
怎么我微笑着心却是痛的
我来不及将记忆中的你消除了
我明白错过的从此难以复合
如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的
那么重新选择是不是来不及了

我来不及将你的手紧紧握着
对你说我只想要我们能快乐
曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么
怎么我微笑着心却是痛的
我来不及将记忆中的你消除了
我明白错过的从此难以复合
如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的
那么重新选择是不是来不及了
我还是来不及了

This is a Sad one but Nice song. (;

A song that struck me at this moment.

It so happened I don't have any mood to do anything now.

I don't know why. I just dun feel like touching my books for now.

My body already "alert" me to stay calmed and take it easy since the past few days ago.

I too don't want to be so stress up.

Tonight, I don't feel like doing the thing I used to do.

I just want to sit at a place and listen to some musics.

So here is it. A song where I found in Youtube.

The lyrics are meaningful.

Maybe it was once I felt what exactly the lyrics said.

But....for now I felt a glimpse of peace. (:

To all Single ones.

感觉已经渐渐的消失了。

可能都已经习惯了。

"爱" 是永远没有对与错的

"爱" 是你情我愿

不用负任何责任

也不需要任何人去做代替的那一个

因为你现在过的很好, 很开心

你不孤单, 你还有朋友与家人

当你开始想开了, 你会体会得到这个世界上还有很多人须要你的爱! =)

Ps : Hope u guys enjoy this song. I aint emo-ing. Just abit of write off. =P

Good Night humans! :D

[Amanda-Licious]

" Share Your Music, Share Your Love"

Another hurdles

2010-07-09T22:54:00.000-07:00

Yummy Pictures to be digested. ^^

Hellooo people! :D How are u guys doing?

Finally I see the whole picture now. What matter most and what doesn't at a moment. Something happened lately that makes me realizes " What we see and then what we think is not exactly what it is." =) So there is why people tend to have misunderstanding and conflict occurs. But I've learned something new again. Hehe. Uni life is busy. Test and Assignments all jumble up together. Its like a never ending thing. Class from Mon till Friday. Sat and Sunday is the time to finish up Uni work. T.T Though the schedule seems kinda tight, I believe after next week we will go more relieved. Hopefully more "happening stuff" to come. BIN mates! Let's ADD MORE OIL. Don't give up!!!! GOGOGO! (; Btw, I just realized my blog went so dead. Haha! Will try to have a little bit of a re-do thingie to my blog skin once I'm freeeee.

MY BLOG is SO DEAD. HELLO!!?!!???? Is anyone there???!

*echo-ing......*

[Amanda-Licious]

"....I will be back...."

Abandoned

2010-07-02T23:09:00.000-07:00

Yeap, wait till I'm done with week 6 and 7 . Hopefully no hair wire in between and wish me all the best, peoooople!

and

BIN felloOOooooOOws, GAMBATEH!!!

Bear in mind-Perseverance leads you to a better way. =P

Phrase of the day : Even though you have gone through the bad times, it looks bad but it actually doesn't seems that bad and instead it makes you realizes something in your life that makes you feels interesting.

Amen. ( ;

[Amanda-Licious]

" Journey of life, more to come. "

Willing-ness

2010-06-23T22:39:00.000-07:00

Never noticed I didn't share much bout Utar's life. From the start still wondering how different will it be in Uni's life. Hmmm, right now already week 4 since school reopen. A lot to talk about. LOL.

Environment still ok.

Doesn't care much of whether the floor is covered with fabric carpet or whatever it is. Swt. Haha. Overall Still acceptable. Lecture hall of course still can't compare with Ktar's hall, way big and comfortable!!! (I miss KTAR)
Aircond is like Free.Of.Charge !!! Seriously cold like mad!!! Today it so happened I forgotten to bring my jacket and luckily only 2 hours class to be attended. Or else I'm FREEZ-ED liao! T.T
The Crowd, of course couldn't beat Ktars. Sigh~ But to have a different point of view. Makes me realized I can know even more people in just this miserable 1 building. Reason why? Because everyone will be passing by only in this building with 2 entrances and 4 lifts. So, tend to meet more new people easily. =) And 1 more thing, at 1st reli not used to using the Lift. Haha, but now already becoming lazy and lazierrr!~ (x
The Cafeteria, "rocks" mannn....the NAME lah!~ The food, sucks. All of us missed Ktar's canteen 2!! Argh, so much of varieties. But Utar's cafeteria really a NO-NO, Please. So, usually we go out and makan. =P

Communication wise.

wow! 1stly the officers = a pain in the ass. Haihs. Why I said this? Coz they tend to give unsure details to the students. Thats is why students always go to admin floor and make query or complains. I thought it was my problem of interpreting what they trying to say. But the facts proves me wrong. All my coursemates agreed, it was their problem. Eg : A say Yes, B say No. So Yes or No?! Which is the right and which is the wrong ones??? @.@ Hopefully, less problems occurs.

Culture Difference between Ktar and Utar. After nearly 1 month of observation, I noticed Utar students all "Kiasu" wan!!! Hahaahaha! Ktar students always late to class or lectures, Utar-ians always attend class " early early" de leh!! ==" Maybe sooner or later all transfer student from Ktar like us will be like them. Or else We will be "Kiasi" LOL! xD

Learning outcomes.

I would say it is way more better compare to Ktar. Maybe population smaller, better concentration so lead to better learning outcomes. Tend to feel more secure, because can understand better and when everyone concentrate, you won't feel left out where u became even more focus to lecturers and tutors. Of course, still a bit blur for some certain subjects like QT !! The tutor really beh TAHAN him. Grrrrr....! ==|||
Taking 5 subjects in this semester.

Quantitative Techniques 2 : Got a bit Add maths feel. lol.
Corporate & Business Law : The name sounded dull. But kinda interesting though. And I would say it is the hardest subject of all.
Organisational Behavior : Got Cross Cultural Studies feel. Very common I would say.Haha.
Business Accounting 2 : Got Prinsip Perakaunan feel.
Pengajian Malaysia : Exactly SEJARAH feeeeeeeel. ( I thought I can bye to Sejarah after form 5) T.T

A word of encouragement to myself : -

Please Work hard and stop thinking unnecessary things. Nothing more important than Your future. The rest of it, just let it be...
Don't make your parents disappointed. Always think bout the "Tuition Fees" and get motivation from it. ( :
NO PROCRASTINATION please, allocate time well. No more honey moon like diploma liao! Assignments and Coursework test PILLING up!

GO GO GO, Miss LOW.

Wana "die" also "die" Beautifully, ok!?? :D

[Amanda-Licious]

" Kiasu, Kiasi theory"

I Suka! ( :

2010-06-17T11:41:00.000-07:00

"OhohOhohohoHohhhhooohhhhohh OMG! " xD

Yeah, This drama Rocks! HuUuHuuUUu!!!~

Casting: Raymond Lam, Tavia Yeung, Ma Kwok Ming, Liu Bernice Jan, Chan Chin Pang, Lee Kwok Lun, Mary Hon, Law Lok Lam

This is a love story between a professor and a policewoman. Their dating experience is enhanced with sense and sensibility through the application of interesting physics theories on the investigation of various crime cases.

so, What are You guys still Waiting for?!! 55 go watch la! =P

[Amanda-Licious]

" Entertainment "

Timing

2010-06-16T20:51:00.000-07:00

有些人说，不是你没有而是你不要。我承认。

但是就是还不能接受。

不想让人期待或拥抱任何的希望。

因为很怕会伤害到别人，就因为自己体会过那个感觉。

自以为可以当什么都没发生过。

自以为自己已经看透了。

虽然在忙碌中，可以让自己好过一点。

时间真的可以冲淡一切吗？

感觉真的好难。

有时候在怀疑自己，可能感觉就在那一瞬间而已

我在逃避吗？也开始不想知道了。

我还能说什么？无言。

Just read through a passage from Facebook. If I'm not wrong, the passage is written from one of my friend who likes to read Chinese novels. Somehow or rather, the passage inspired me to blog bout this. LOL.

[Amanda-Licious]

" Random "

Blessed.

2010-06-15T18:13:00.000-07:00

Hey Hey Hey!!!

There is something here that I want to share. ( :

As the previous post says that, Problems and Stress is overlapping in me, was praying hard asking guidance from God since the past few days ago.

So right now I'm going to share of what had happened to me and how God has answered my prayer :D In short, Jesus is just so Great.

Last 2 days ago, as usual I went to church and attended the service.

Pastor was preaching on a sermon entitled -

" How do we positioned ourselves to received God's favor" .

So as I listen to what he was preaching to the congregation, for the 1st time I pay fully attention on Pastor's sermon. The sermon says as time goes by, the advancement of technologies and how we human being reacted differently. We tend to expect everything to pops up instantly. Everything must be fast, rapid and instant. Literally we have lost our patience. And there is how we easily get annoyed and angry over tiny little things. So, problems tend to occur and Stress is coming to us. And of course there are good and bad stress. Stress can motivate us but on the other hand it will made us suffocate if the stress is overlapping in us.

When I heard of it on that Sunday morning, I was asking myself. Why does it sounded so familiar to me?! Its like an answer to my prayer from God. So, after church service immediately after lunch I adjourned to 1st station to meet my group mates and settle for preparation of Monday's presentations.

And then something happened to me at that time. When we were about to finish the discussion. Suddenly I felt so hard to breath and my heart keeps thumping faster and faster that I couldn't explain how discomfort it was. So quickly i went in to the washroom I nearly vomited and I felt so uncomfortable , my whole leg and hands were shaking. I was so scare and keep praying to God asking for help. So luckily my friend came in and immediately I asked her to call up my mum. After that, dad came and i went home to have a good rest.

As I said from the previous post, I know that I'm stressed and I need to calm myself down or else I might experience insomnia again. * touch wood * lol. Just couldn't understand why am I so stress??! but maybe now I finally understand why. Before this I was very pissed and get annoyed with the Utar officers. Even my parents were upset bout how they get things done. Problems keep coming one after another just to enter into that Uni, from then it made us get frustrated easily everytime. Parents were quarreling and from my angle what i see was I'm a burden to them, I couldn't get things settle on my own and I'm an adult now I tend to rely on my parents. And I felt upset and unhappy with it. So, there is how I build up my stress and slowly when uni starts classes , Assignments, presentations and test is pilling up. Therefore, the level of stress increases as all the worried and problems occur. Sigh!~

Untill yesterday, finally it was a relieved to me. 2 presentation pass smoothly, the small test - business accounting 2 has been canceled. ==" ( duno whether the teacher have forgotten or she purposely told us the previous week for the sake of giving us stress ) Swt.Made me and my coursemates panic and worried over it! Grrr.. so, made me felt like I'm such an idiot or some stupid girl worried over nothing! ArGaaaagaaahh!! >.< Anyhow, thank God that my nightmare stage 1 has ended and more to go. lol. ==||

So since so many bad things happened to me lately why do I still considered myself as it is a blessing that I received from God?! LOL

Ok, this is because through the bad times God had made me realized that we have overlooked alot of things untill we have fallen into a deep mud and we are still there pondering where to. [ ;

Lessons Learnt :

Be patience. Bear in mind " sometimes something we just can't do it instantly. As a whole, Chillax and everything will go on smoothly according to His will. If God brings u there, he will brings u through it.
Never give stress to your own, stress might be good, but not too over.
Manage time properly, have some entertainment to balance off your life. Study hard is important but Health is more important than that. ( ;

Chillax, Amanda! Life is great! xD

OOooooPsssSss,

by the way, how do u guys find my new blog skin?! pretty cool huh!?

HeeeeHeeeee" =）

[Amanda-Licious]

" Blessed and Highly Favoured "

Chaptersz of Amanda's Life ♡

BIRTHDAY BASH-ES!

可惜不是你

Soon.

You

THE KANGAROO LAND.

BreakFree.

Fairy Tales, X in Me.

DreamS.

Life is a RACE.

Korean Fever

Sung Si Kyung (성시경) _ Even Now (난 좋아)

LOVING this!

她的故事， 你听过了吗？

S.O.S

Coming up NEXT!

only PATTIES, PATTIES only.

Impressive.

爱。

The Babes!

My CUP of TEA.

Just thought of it...

ANGER.

The Returns - Homeland.

Another World.

...Leaving

Just too Fragile...

I didn't know...

illustrator.

Good Songs to Share.

It BOTHERS me.

Soon...

Time is Running.

Recent Taiwanese Drama

The lazy updates.

The Moment.

Gifted Voices ♫

The Remaining Days.

Single TeeS.

Quickie Days

Pictored.

Life Like This.

Truth.

Something very True.

Life so far.

Something beautiful.

Pivoine's 21st ♡

Sentimental

A new piece.

Back to december

Random stuffS

Something Irresistible.

没有如果

Support, Support !

Mind talking.

Existence.

The Returns of Her

The Ohmm''

Don't ask, Please.

Bear with it.

The whole picture.

Moving Forward?

Just a Short one.

Tomorrow

What Matter Most.

ME-mories

Remembrance

Appreciate it.

The Eager-ness

Share Your Music.

来不及-罗忆诗

Another hurdles

Abandoned

Willing-ness

I Suka! ( :

Timing

Blessed.

她的故事，你听过了吗？